Bad morning post

[x65943]

Maybe

Have you tried becoming a man made of hats?

 

[Xdqwerty]

Have you tried becoming a man made of hats?

No and I don't want to

 

[Xdqwerty]

Anyways I had an idea:
https://gbatemp.net/blogs/the-say-good-stuff-about-xdqwerty-entry.20145/

 

[emcintosh]

also, why is constant negativity bad?

You kinda answered your own question:

Also i'm sure my depression will never be healed

Might go back to pretending everything is fine and only be honest through dms

If you are OK with 'being honest through DMs', please reconsider talking to someone in text-based services who can actually help and isn't going to be snarky like us nerds on the forum. There are even services you can just text anonymously like Shout in the UK.

Being negative kind of is complaining

Complaining can make you feel better!

Also, how can I begin gaslighting myself into thinking that everything's ok?

This is kinda what CBT does. If you feel rubbish, don't wait to feel like doing something, just do it and hopefully the improved thoughts and feelings will follow.

 

[Xdqwerty]

If you are OK with 'being honest through DMs', please reconsider talking to someone in text-based services who can actually help and isn't going to be snarky like us nerds on the forum

I meant talking to someone empatethic

There are even services you can just text anonymously like Shout in the UK

I'm not british

This is kinda what CBT does

Uhm no, the thing it does is just tracking how you feel, and tracking how you feel won't gaslight you into thinking that everything's ok

 

[Veho]

Hey Xdqwerty, read this:

https://youtube.com/post/UgkxAT5RajdFgq7-gfkmXb44r6y10Aj8iZ3W

Read the comments.

 

[Xdqwerty]

Hey Xdqwerty, read this:

https://youtube.com/post/UgkxAT5RajdFgq7-gfkmXb44r6y10Aj8iZ3W

Read the comments.

Yeah I practically share most if not all those traits

 

[AncientBoi]

Back to the yucky Oatmeal again.

 

[Xdqwerty]

Reason i'm so obsessed with drugs even when people tell me to not do them is bc since hippies always do drugs and/or smoke and/or vape and they are always positive, it means that that stuff is the source of their positivity (although I never saw any hippie irl, only on movies and TV)

 

[Veho]

And movies never lie.

 

[SylverReZ]

And movies never lie.

Welcome to the real world.

 

[AncientBoi]

And movies never lie.

I believe you meant ads never die. js

 

[Xdqwerty]

And movies never lie.

I know they lie, but they are the closest thing I have to a reference point in this case since I have never seen hippies irl

 

[Veho]

I know they lie, but they are the closest thing I have to a reference point in this case since I have never seen hippies irl

Because they died out in the late 70s.

 

[CoolMe]

Back to the yucky Oatmeal again.

good ol mushy/slimy oats

 

[Xdqwerty]

Also probably my inner voice is the reason why I keep forgetting the advice people keep telling me and the reason why I keep repeating the same stuff

 

[K3Nv4]

Because they died out in the late 70s.

@hippy dave would disagree

 

[x65943]

Drugs are bad mkay

 

[Xdqwerty]

Drugs are bad mkay

I know

 

[Xdqwerty]

Also maybe the high standards I often have for myself are one of the sources of my self-hatred