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  1. joyoshi

    My cat might not make it

    Yeah... He's been there since I was 6-7, which is about as long as I can really remember. Yesterday he had to go to the vet for a checkup, because he was biting at himself, most likely because of some kind of some kind of itching. When he came back he suddenly started breathing really heavily...
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Been thinking abt gender'

    Can't delete comments
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Been thinking abt gender'

    @insidexdeath consider this: I've always felt like something's kinda wrong, and I've been questioning since I was like 12
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Been thinking abt gender'

    Yes to all those questions @Bubsy Bobcat
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Been thinking abt gender'

    Yes, you can. It's just a stage in the transition that some trans people don't even choose to do.
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    Been thinking abt gender

    And uh yh I think I'm trans, I've been going by she/her pronouns and a different name online for a while now and I've been thinking abt it lots and it's confusing but I feel a lot more comfortable as a girl
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Intrusive thoughts thingie'

    I've heard sleep paralysis only happens when you wake up though. It happens before I fall asleep.
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    Intrusive thoughts thingie

    Yes, I suffer from unpleasant intrusive thoughts very often. So when I'm in bed and it's dark I'll occasionally get intrusive thoughts, like there being a murderer in my room or something. I'll be unable to move my body, and I'll just lie there, terrified and unable to move. About a minute later...
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'A "Should I or should I not come out?" Clone'

    Try bringing up the subject in a conversation to see what their opinion is. If they're okay with it, you can let the conversation flow right into you coming out. If not, keep it to yourself ofc.
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    Feeling empty: follow up

    (as a follow up to a previous blog post) I'm feeling quite a bit better! I've been trying to eat more healthy, I've managed to fight the urge to cut myself (so far), and something/someone has sparked my interest in trying to find out who I really am. I've also tried getting my sleep schedule...
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'I graduated today.'

    Congrats bud!
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Too hot to sleep'

    Too bad I only have these huge headphones to drown out fan noises, and sleeping with big-ass headphones is impossible.
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Too hot to sleep'

    Damn, can't even begin to imagine that. The highest I've ever had to face was 41 in Thailand.
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    Too hot to sleep

    Too. Hot. Basically, the temperature has risen to 33 degrees Celsius during the day, and that means terrible heat at night. I didn't get any sleep last night and I fear it'll be the same this night. I cannot think of a solution. Opening the window lets more heat in. Lots of things won't work...
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Feeling empty'

    Also, talking to other people is not really an option for reasons I'd rather not say.
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Feeling empty'

    @LittleFlame I've actually been sleeping a lot. Not always at night, but maybe even too much.
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    Feeling empty

    I've been feeling really empty lately. I don't seem to care about anything anymore. I barely passed because I neglected my grades, I don't feel like talking to people, I don't seem to care about my father's drinking problem, I just want to lay in bed all day, don't feel like playing many video...
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    Pokémon are demons?!

    No. They're not. So with the release of pokémon go, my parents have been hearing a lot more about pokemon. They believe that Pokémon are demons. That they're creatures made to show us what violence is. Like, what? Do you really believe the creators of Pokémon worship the devil and want to teach...
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Vacation with parents'

    Thanks for your great encouraging message. Really makes me rethink if it's so bad at all :)
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    Comment by 'joyoshi' in 'Vacation with parents'

    Also, I'll admit, I'm pretty spoiled. So even if my parents left me alone at home I wouldn't be able to take care of everything.
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