I would advise seeking professional help in your area or talk to somebody who is close to you.
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HarveyHouston
Your life is too precious to just give up and die. There were some times where I considered ending it all, but I'm very glad I didn't, because I wouldn't be able to help people like you. 
HarveyHouston
Life always looks bleak to those who are living through darkness. They say that it's always darkest before the dawn; that doesn't mean all of a sudden, it will get better on its own, but you don't need to let life get you down, because you can bring on the dawn.
HarveyHouston
Hopefully, I helped you today.
on a side note, may I borrow that nose?