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I hope not my friend. I'm quite happy to be alive, even if it's painful sometimes. You tell me if you ever think about suicide Spring. That thought is scary, I don't want to loose you. Friends help us break out of depression.

what is scary is if anyone of us become well known, we could become the target of a horde of cyberbullies, they always go for people with autism

I remember Kiwifarms from 4chan. I did not know it was this serious though. It's easy to make fun of those who can't fight back. People get adrenaline rushes from hitting on easy targets.

When I was still in school I once carried a kitchen knife in my bag to scare away the person that always mocked me. What's left? I got serious social anxiety from my school days. Nowadays it is almost impossible for me to make friends or talk to anyone without breaking down.

at least you can talk to a wuffler, but that doesn't do much about how you feel ;w;

Carrying a knife to scare bullies away…
…sounds strange… and familiar too -.-.

@Ren: Now, I think I finally got a better understanding.
Hey: As I was young, I had my coming-out. Bad Idea – almost everyone turned against me, so I never really trust anyone.
My brother got social phobia...
@You both: As long as you both are standing up every morning and are making the best of your days, they don’t win.

I learned, that bullies are bullying as long as they may be successful, so thinking of having to be ashamed of anything about you may the wrong way.
And besides: I met one of my worst tormentor, he was scared of me without having me to do anything. Trust me: Most of those people are the most insecure beings you’ll ever see.

So, sorry for disturbing you. I got to decide if this is the right place for me…

Please don't be sorry, Skalli. I appreciate your comment. Now I feel a bit better about what I wrote earlier. I was afraid that people would get a wrong opinion of me for mentioning the knife.

You are right, the people that bullied me were also scared of me. In later years I just stared at them and they left me alone. In a group it was easy for them to pick me as a victim because I didn't say anything or fight back.

@Skalli: I didn't come out during my school years, I was so scared of how people would react. But it also made me very sad and lonely.

I got bullied because I have mild autism (and didn't know about it in school). I'm not as skilled in social interaction as other people and I was always the strange guy that nobody wanted to talk to or work with.

@Skalli: More recently things improved a bit for me. I found someone I can talk to and rely on and that slowly helps me get out of the hole I dug myself into.

how do you know if its mild?
I guess if it feels like that to you, it is :3

@Skalli: I'm really sorry about the many messages. I'll stop now.

I'm happy that you decided to write something. GBAtemp isn't a bad place, maybe you should give it a chance. I landed here when I had a question about my 3DS and started to write a few comments in joke threads. In the end I feel welcome and it is nice to be able to interact with people when I feel like.

@Flofflewoffle: Asperger syndrome doesn't affect social skills anywhere as much as Kanner autism. I'm not the most talkative person, and sometimes implicit things people say go over my head but I think that mild is a fitting description. Also mild fox sounds kinda nice. :3

Mary Mild, where is the child?

Mild fox, happy fox. I feel pretty snug today, but I should go to sleep soon.

you should get a mild curry with prawns to munch on my friend <3
Sleep well when you can!

Why are you sorry about having to tell a lot… at the end, you always make me somehow laughtening – there’s nothing wrong about that.
Hey, I’m happy you got someone to talk to.

If you’re unsure, always ask away: won’t hurt anyone.

Could you do me a favour? You got my telegram, so like you would – just let me know, how you’re doing once a week – that’s everything I always asked.
I’m still curious about a lot of things – but at first, I only want to listen.

@:Skalli: Mach ich. ^-^

Super, endlich geht es weiter^^. Der Tag heute war doch gut (trotz Überstunden).
Danke, duperstarker typ... ehm... fuchs. ^^
Hey: Alles, was für dich schlimm klingen mag: Ist es nicht - darum kümmern wir uns ein andermal. Deine Idee gefällt mir da besser.
Aber bitte: besser jetzt als später.

Mails sind erneut raus - scheint, als seien die letzten beiden im Limbo... Spam geprüft?
Oder nutze einfach die Mobilfunknummer.
Nochmals Danke.