I consider that every part of what does comprises my identity deserve to be embraced with love and affection, even the ones that I feel that are part of me, yet conflicts with other parts of integrity.
If you do consider that those feelings are part of you, I heartfully celebrate them.
@Uiaad
Everyone has already told me this many times over, and I can just never believe it for some reason ;w;
I appreciate your attempt but no one can do anything ;w;
@Sharwil
Well embracing yourself with love and affection is what is really hard, I couldn't ask for more from others ;w;
maybe, but sure is getting annoying after dominating for so many years, every day I become more and more aware of it and of how I can do nothing about it U ' w ' U
It's a long term thing and not something you will notice all the time, there are times where I feel utterly useless. a complete waste of space. You just need to take things one day at a time. Today may be a bad day, but tomorrow ? it just might not be so bad and maybe you'll just see a bit of awesomeness shining through. Don't dwell on the fact of being inferior because you're not. One foot in front of the other
And that is absolutely okay. Just keep on dusting your self off and keep trying. You just need to keep on going. The past 5 years for me have been tough - I'm taking life-changing tough there have been times where I have sat here looking at a pile of pills and thought I can't do this any more. But I put the pills back in the bottle and the next day was just a little bit better than how it seemed at the time
Not gonna lie this has been a really shitty year for me, but tomorrow is another day. I know tomorrow may not go my way, but if I just give up then I've already lost and who knows what tomorrow will bring. If I end up on my ass again, well I end up on my ass and ill get right back up and try again