Stuff that's been on my mind, and why I'm nervous to even post here

Heads up, this is one of those emo-venting-personal-stuff posts, so if you're tired of this stuff then go elsewhere. I'm just in desperate need of advice cuz I honestly don't know what to do in life anymore. Hell I doubt anyone will even be bothered to reply. I've tried everything. I've tried making friends and they just ignore me, and act like I don't even exist. I have to go to college every week dealing with this shit knowing the same thing will happen. I've opened up and ask them to be friends and to keep in touch outside of college. Never ever replied back. I cried one day, I thought I was loud enough to be heard and no one was bothered to ask what was wrong. Then three people I knew from high school I knew of were in the same class as me and they were fine with me sitting next to them. Same thing as everyone else, and didn't even bother to include me in anything. No one ever says hi, and if I say anything, it's not even better. Sure, just focus on you and no one else I hear you think, but with the way I am I can't, ever. It's the same shit I lived with in middle and high school, not even therapy and medication never helps. And even on here, I feel like I'm no one likes me or wants to do anything with me. Some of the few posts I've made had hardly anyone reply to, just like irl. Why just bother continue living if I know this is just going to keep happening.
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mashers
It sounds like you're trying too hard. Don't ask people to be friends with you, it comes across as needy. And don't come across angry when people don't respond how you want them too. It will just put them off trying again next time.

Try finding a group of people who share your interests, like a club or something. Go and enjoy yourself and enjoy talking to people about what you all enjoy, then just go home. You'll see them again next time, and friendships will develop over time.
 
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Youkai
Well I do kind of know the Problem and somehow 99% of the people who have this problem search the guilt by others ... I still have no idea what I did wrong back in school when I only had a very small hand full of friends but I have a guess ...
My GF is the same she is in Collage and she finaly got a few "friends" even though not much (better than before) but than again they don't really do much with her and do not include her and whatever, but I can see the reason why as it is not about me it is much easyer to see.

In her case it is because she often told them when she was invited that she has no time or doesn't want to go to ... or doesn't want to do ... plus if she is with them she either speaks nonstop letting noone every say anything and starts getting pissed when someone says something as well as she is "not done talking yet" and other stuff she never even noticed (like she starts to shout very loud if she thinks someone is not paying attention which gets very annoying)

Other examples are people who just never talk ... what do you want to do with someone allways staying somewhere alone not saying a word ?

Best thing is to find a Hobby and people who have the same so you could talk about that.
Allways sitting there thinking about what they are doing wrong for not accepting you or asking yourself why they don't accept you just won't help
 
Sonic Angel Knight
  1. where is that introduction i suggested fo you?
  2. You cannot force things to happen, nor can you expect things from stuff that is not within your control.
  3. Try not to use guilt as a means to get attention, it does not make things any easier and would make things worst.
Looking at your profile you been here since january, but your post count is so low you hardly participate in conversation. Start by participating in conversation or making introduction post like i have done. How can people acknowledge your existence if you are hiding?
 
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Lightyose
I know how this feels but, you shouldn't force people to be your friend. Are you being yourself? Being yourself is essential. People actually get impressed of my good behavior and intelligence, they say that I am strange. And bullies have tried to pick on me just because I am peaceful, but I outtrick them...

In my personal experience, I actually met friends by accident. At least that is 90% of the times it has happened like that. Friends will be there when you need them.

WARNING: There may be people who act as friends, but they actually just want your things or knowledge just for their advantage.

Reflexión:

Sometimes wishing to have something gives you nothing... While we sometimes not wish for something, we gain something...

Also, I never thought being myself would lead me to get TOO CLOSE to my crush... Things just happens...
 
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