I hate people.

No, really. I think maybe somethings wrong with me. Or maybe something is wrong with 11th graders. Maybe both? Well, I admit that I can be socially awkward. It's not that I don't like talking to people, and it's not that I have a problem starting or continuing a conversation. I just get easily annoyed/pissed off at people, which results in me staying away from them and/or ignoring them.

Well anyway, today we had PE again. I'm still stuck with the same team, and will be for the next 5 weeks.

My "team" is composed of:
-A guy who is ok but has very serious anger issues.
-A guy who is terrible.
-A guy who is borderline bad, has anger issues, and hates me.
-An overall nice guy who is good.

I've been sick all week, and for the past month, I've had this really annoying problem with my ear... which I should really get checked out. But yeah, I admit, I wasn't performing to the best of my ability today, but I sure as hell was trying. I always try my best, no matter what.

So we start the game, and immediately, we start losing. Losing really badly. But here's what ticked me off. Every time one of the other team mates would fuck up, no one said anything. However, when I fucked up, the guy that hates me would literally flip out, walk up to me, tell me I'm terrible and I should just leave the team, and continues to call me names and curse at me while I ignore him/tell him he also sucks (which, ironically enough, he never denies or has a comeback for). As the game progresses, I notice that even when I'm not involved in the play at all, I'm the one getting blamed for the loss. Even when I didn't touch the ball or wasn't even near it, these guys would take their anger out on me. And get this; when I would make a great serve or score a point without their useless help, they would completely ignore it and high-five/congratulate each other as if they had just done all the work.

Thank God the bell rang when it did, because I was dangerously close to doing something. I've never been in a fight, and I'd probably do terribly, but these assholes treat me with such disrespect that I sometimes feel like cracking their skull open. Honestly, I'm not the best player out there, but hell, all of them except one guy are pretty bad.

It just sucks knowing that I'm stuck with this team for 5 more weeks. I know things won't change, and I can't just ditch the class or anything because I'm on the last semester and need to pass it to graduate.

Song of the day,
[yt]NFIZcVwrHt8[/yt]

This song is simply amazing. It's from Tokyo Jihen's album "Sports", which is absolutely wonderful. I listened to it in its entirety today and I love it.

And in unrelated news, I'm on Disc 2 of FFXIII! 16 hours in, it's an amazing game!

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War
Wow, 4 years? That really sucks. Well, I guess there is ONE positive side to this PE class. It's co-ed. So I get to watch scantily clad underage girls working up a sweat an-

So yeah, how about that volleyball?
 
iFish
[quote name='War' post='2645324' date='Mar 8 2010, 08:09 PM']Wow, 4 years? That really sucks. Well, I guess there is ONE positive side to this PE class. It's co-ed. So I get to watch scantily clad underage girls working up a sweat an-

So yeah, how about that volleyball?[/quote]

in my school EVERY year we have freaking gym!!! so that is 5 years of it!!
 
Sonicslasher
[quote name='War' post='2645324' date='Mar 8 2010, 08:09 PM']Wow, 4 years? That really sucks. Well, I guess there is ONE positive side to this PE class. It's co-ed. So I get to watch scantily clad underage girls working up a sweat an-

So yeah, how about that volleyball?[/quote]
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triassic911
I probably missed it but what sport are we talking about here?

EDIT: Nvm, read the 1st post on the second page.
 
redact
at my school it was PE in 8, 9 and 10 then 11 and 12 you are free to do courses that don't suck bawlz :D
 
S
[quote name='War' post='2645324' date='Mar 8 2010, 08:09 PM']So I get to watch scantily clad underage girls working up a sweat an-[/quote]
I love doing this in my PE :3 boobs

I am the absolute worse in my PE. Total and utter trash. I can't do shit in any sport, and it's to the point where I don't even try to get anything better than passing grade. But at least the rest of the group is kind and still share good tips or cheers...
 
Zarkz
I only have to take 1/2 a year of PE, and half a year of health!
Remember War, dont believe in yourself, believe in me, who believes in you!
(+1 if you get the reference)
 
Sephi
I've been through this before in Ohio. Hate those schools full of annoying dicks. I'm just glad that this school I'm in now in Florida is good, have yet to have any problems with people.
 
Uncle FEFL
There's always douches like that. Make fun of them back. They'll stop eventually. I'm generally bad at sports, so I get made fun of by friends (of whom I make fun of back, and I generally don't ever get angry), or by the random people I'm playing with (depending on who they are; if they think they're bad asses, I try to make them prove it, but they never do at my school, if they're just being friendly, I go along with it). Showing someone you can stand up for yourself usually makes them stop. Whether you feel you can "beat them up" or not, for some reason people like seeing it when someone can defend them self.

My suggestion: Come up with better comebacks. Also, when you do good, make it clear to the douches on your team, as well as making it clear when you see them sucking. Make friends with that nice kid as well, so you're not so bored the whole period.
 
MercilessDeth
I'm glad that you're trying....most people who are bad at sports (myself included) tend to just give up on it.

Most people's responses are that high school PE doesn't mean anything and you will never learn anything that is applicable to the real world. Which is the cop out response. If you view things as a waste of time, they will be; it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. At the very least, you should be learning how to work as a team to accomplish a goal....let's be fair though, your team isn't doing too hot with that right now.

Now, here's a little perspective that I've noticed over the years.

The guys who are good at sports are not fundamentally different from the nerdy dudes. A little better in social situations, sure, but most of that is sourced in confidence. Confidence is an easy thing to fake, believe it or not, and it's pretty likely that a lot of the confident dudes who are good at sports have their insecurities too...but you know what? Sports are their 'thing'. It's what they can do, excel in, and be the best at. Chances are, the dudes giving you shit are pretty average in most other walks of life...they're just mostly interested in soaking up the positive attention and displacing the negative attention.

I'm not saying to use my advice as some attempt to manipulate them or anything like that. In fact, it's probably not that useful to you, because my thought patterns didn't run along these lines when I was a junior in high school, and I doubt yours or theirs do either. It's not really an issue of intelligence or anything...just experience.

Although I will say that anger is about the most negative way to respond to most trivial situations...it doesn't really prove anything to anybody. And getting in a fight you can't win is noble in some circumstances, but not this time.
 
TwoBladedKnight
>.> sounds like something I'd post :P I too, hate most people, it takes a long time for me to trust anyone, hell, it takes long enough for me to talk to someone, I just hate people in general.
 
jos7960
Having all these thoughts in your head all the time will not help. Just speak your mind. Who cares about the consequences and possible awkward moments that will come from it.
It will influence the behavior of your classmates and how can it get any worse than this. They hate you already.

They have no right to call you names for no other reason than that you suck at the game. Point out their flaws.
You have just as much right to be there as they so. (If not more for not being an asshole)
For the next 5 weeks... Just load up your ipod with relaxing songs and go watch the team that one hot girl plays in.
The semester will be over before you know it.
 
Mei-o
Haha, teen angst. Don't worry man, people must hate you too!! You would probably love to quit school and stick with your scantily clad underage 2D girls in your mother's basement. You just know they'll never hurt you.

( 　ﾟ,_ゝﾟ)


[quote name='TwoBladedKnight' post='2645781' date='Mar 9 2010, 02:19 PM']>.> sounds like something I'd post :P I too, hate most people, it takes a long time for me to trust anyone, hell, it takes long enough for me to talk to someone, I just hate people in general.[/quote]
And to you too.


[quote name='basher11' post='2645147' date='Mar 9 2010, 07:25 AM'][quote name='War' post='2645142' date='Mar 8 2010, 03:21 PM']something is wrong with 11th graders[/quote]

no it's just those guys in your class.
[/quote]
You need to get out of that house. Seriously.
 
MarkDarkness
Violence is the universal solution to most highschool problems. Once you are pereived as dangerous people stop shitting with you.
 
War
Thanks for the nice comments. Fuck you, Mei-o. And for the record, we live in an apartment. No basement, asshole.

Well, today I had PE, and I was a total dick. I figured I'd give them a taste of their own medicine. I was the biggest douchebag, yelling at everyone, getting upset over everything, and pointing out everyone's mistakes. And guess what? They were the most quiet they've ever been thus far.
 
MarkDarkness
[quote name='War' post='2647692' date='Mar 9 2010, 11:52 PM']Thanks for the nice comments. Fuck you, Mei-o. And for the record, we live in an apartment. No basement, asshole.

Well, today I had PE, and I was a total dick. I figured I'd give them a taste of their own medicine. I was the biggest douchebag, yelling at everyone, getting upset over everything, and pointing out everyone's mistakes. And guess what? They were the most quiet they've ever been thus far.[/quote]
My point proven. Congrats on having balls, man.
 
Uncle FEFL
[quote name='War' post='2647692' date='Mar 9 2010, 06:52 PM']Thanks for the nice comments. Fuck you, Mei-o. And for the record, we live in an apartment. No basement, asshole.

Well, today I had PE, and I was a total dick. I figured I'd give them a taste of their own medicine. I was the biggest douchebag, yelling at everyone, getting upset over everything, and pointing out everyone's mistakes. And guess what? They were the most quiet they've ever been thus far.[/quote]
See? A few people told you to do this, and it helped. :D Let's see how everything pans out tomorrow...
 

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