Im only posting this cause ive got nowhere else to go. Ive been on this site since i was 12 and im currently 23 and throughout those 11 years i was also working my ass off to impress my best friend(female) i went above and beyond for her. did things no guy would do for just anyone. and today after everything i did i told her how i really felt and she said she never saw me as anything more then a friend and she then claimed she told me that long ago. she never did and after she thought about it she said oh im sorry if i didnt. 11 years of my life i pushed everyone else away for her and now she wont stop trying to give me life advice. im posting this because i just want someone to say something anything. laugh at me, troll me, comfort me something so that i can feel something because right now i feel nothing.
why cant she understand that the more she tries to help the more it hurts and the harder it is for me. she still wants to be friends but how can i be friends with someone who stole 11 years from me.
why cant she understand that the more she tries to help the more it hurts and the harder it is for me. she still wants to be friends but how can i be friends with someone who stole 11 years from me.