Kinda New but not really?

[resinxfromxash]

Hey Everyone, I've had an account here for a long time now and a different one before that. I guess i don't like to post a lot on forums of any kind because i always feel like everyone else is so judge-mental and mean and cruel. i know it sounds like I'm being anti-social and maybe i am and maybe that's why I'm trying to introduce myself to everyone. i feel like I'm kinda shy because basically i hate even replying to any topic for fear of ridicule of what i said(sounding stupid or annoying someone, posting in wrong section, getting banned, or getting in a name calling match). And i hate looking like that noob on a forum that comes in and posts a topic like (plz tell me how to haxors da 3ds now assholes!). so hopefully coming and finally introducing myself will help. The thing is i love visiting the forums every day and reading everyone's posts and i feel like there is actually a nice community here and i want to participate more but i almost feel like nobody would care less. i guess that's just my anti-socialism coming out again. so i guess what my ramblings are trying to say is, even though i have had an account here for a while and a previous tryout one before that i don't feel like I'm a part of the community and i would like to become a more active member and create some new friendships and experiences. thank you for listening and by the way My name is Jesse, nice to meet everyone.