So what was supposed to be the best night of my life turned into the worst

So me and my fiancée went to this graduation party (woo) and we got a little fun there, drinks food and all. Then I see her kissing some guy in front me and said I was just placeholder which hurt me a lot because I gave her a second chance so now I'm on the verge of killing myself. Please help

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cots
If the bitch is messing around slap that hoe and drop her like a bad habit. Don't wrack your brain for some pussy. Dump the hoe!
 
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sarkwalvein
I think he means you gave it more value than it has (thinking she was the love of your life) because you are young and unexperienced. (that is the tricking)
 
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mudassirul
Hmmm, so you knew her from childhood. I'm thinking she isn't really a lesbian or bisexual and you were just an experiment that went on too long! Regardless your way young and got lots of thinking and decisions to make before you find your meaning and purpose. Heck I'm nearly 27 with a masters but no (graduate) job and never been in a relationship! If anyone's jumping off a bridge it's gonna be me!
 
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Pacheko17
I tried killing myself uncountable times and trust me, it's not good. Worst experience I've ever had, doing it will just make you worse if you survive, and you're much more likely to survive because of how hard it is to get courage.
 
mudassirul
@sarkwalvein chill, I ain't going nowhere! I'm sure everyone has contemplated suicide at one point to another but you have to be mentally ill to follow through... or be drunk and have a gun handy!
 
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Hells Malice
You sound pretty young. At least your "fiancee" sounds like a typical 15 year old completely overrun by her own hormones.
There's no point in killing yourself. You have a long life ahead of you. You'll find someone else. Someone who actually respects you.

Honestly learning to live for yourself, and not someone else is a very important thing. That's not to say you should become selfish and self-centered, just that you should be capable of functioning without a partner to prop yourself against. A real partner will eventually come along. You might not believe it, but hell any day you could find someone amazing. It's funny how life works sometimes. It doesn't always just throw you into the mud.
 
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Lightyose
Dont lose to their game, killing yourself wont solve anything, in fact it will be worse, there is always hope! I know how bad it is, but Killing myself has never been an option (thx to my parents)
 

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