So what was supposed to be the best night of my life turned into the worst

Fool me once, strike one. But fool me twice..., strike three.

Drunk people usually don't lie so you can assume she told you what she really meant to ...
So better stop that relationship before it is to late, there are enough woman (and even guys) who would use the other person only for their own benefits and not because of "love" if anything like real love actually even exists .... I am not sure about that.

So leave her and just live your life, either you will find a new girl or maybe not but you should not care to much about this and just do whatever you want !

P.S. IF !! you really want to end your life do it in a different way, killing yourself doesn't help anyone.
You could just take whatever money you have left and move to some other country / town and do a complete restart, like getting a new job or maybe even just travel and try to make money as you need ... just do whatever you would like as long as you need to.

Time to erase her from your life.
It doesn't matter if she manipulates you again so she gets another chance, she's going to do this again.
I also had a boyfriend that did this to me, trust me, I got first hand experience about it.

Suicide seems a little excessive, just break up and live your own life whether alone or with someone else in the future. It's bad enough you never know when some psycho will try to murder a whole bunch of people to now putting an end to your own life.

Need something to cheer ya up?

hoped those videos cheered you up a little.

But the truth is, even if you are her #1, some women/men arent meant for monogamous marriage and will still floozy themselves around no matter. If you thought a graduation party was bad then what do you think will happen during her bachlorette party, or even if you guys are married. Decide if her life choices are enough to break it off or if your gonna endure it. But an unworthy woman should never be the reason for taking you own life.

Some phrases exist for a reason: man or woman

cant turn a ho into a housewife.
you can take the woman out the gutter but you cant that the gutter out the woman..
etc etc

thank you all. although it lingers im feeling much better

I wouldn't find me saying this often, but I think you should do as Mr. Trump above suggested. Just let them go (to hell) and look for a new person.
But, anyway, even if in between you feel like foreveralone, it is still worth living, don't get so depressed, life goes on.

ur a guy!? wow that was new...
and watch anime. it will make everything better. then,find someone else. worked for me at least.

@richardparker , Im a girl

@MsMidnight oh...ur bi?

pls dont go @MsMidnight i'll miss ur cool avatars.

@MsMidnight I'm glad to hear your feeling better.
We're here for you.

@richardparker

richardparker said:

oh...ur bi?

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trying the opportunist catch already when someone is down?... low blow, low blow man.

@sarkwalvein dude i didnt get u.
i asked the just bcoz i was curious.
pls explain what u mean.
and whats a low blow?

Your fiancée wants the D and most likely will always want the D! So move on

If she didn't make any jokes, then she's simply a bitch. Don't even think about going back to such people that tell you that you're just a placeholder. She's not worth it. Find someone that really loves you. It's no use if you destroy yourself over someone that lies straight to your face. Don't stress yourself out over her, they are plenty other fish in the sea thrust me

@richardparker It is a joke based on how what you said could be interpreted, it is making fun of a forced second meaning.
You wrote "oh...ur bi?", that could be interpreted as you wishing she were not just lesbian, but bisexual, because you were looking for a window of opportunity, being interested, or trying an easy catch.
When someone is down, (bad) people sometimes try to take advantage of their vulnerability for an easy catch/pick up.
Doing such a thing can be considered a low blow, low blow meaning being unfair.
All this is a joke, and of course if explained it is not funny. Meh... Why am I explaining this bad joke anyway.

Am I the only one believing that she (the ex) broke the engagement in purpose and she found the opportunity in the joke? (see other blog for more info )
She was waiting for the right time i guess.

Actions when drunk uncover ulterior motives. And being around graduation age enstills panic because it's literally the turning point of 'What do I want to do?' and 'Who do I want to be with?'

Loneliness in your late teens and early 20's really sucks. The only thing you can do is display confidence in yourself. You'll come to find out that your integrity means more than a heartbreak, and it's a crucial step for maturing. Once you've crossed that line, you have much greater chances of someone noticing you. Don't let the petty drama abort your future.

There are billions of human beings on this planet. There's at least one who can respect you the way you deserve.