Or maybe i'm just trying way to hard to be a part of this community. I shouldn't force myself into a community where nobody wants me/I don't belong to
I don't understand. Don't get so hard with yourself like this. Whatever you do, there will be people liking you, and people hating you. Same for me, I get haters as well, and I just ignore them.
Yeah.. you're right. I have to stay optimistic. But it's just, that I thought atleast here, people are going to like me. Irl i'm just useless for about anybody. Everybody doesn't like me, ignores me. It's just so damn frustrating