Online bullying?! Haven't seen that towards you. Anyway, there is a report button below every post for such cases.
Being poor is not a reason to leave… and the "stupid" part… I guess you like being told you're not stupid (because you aren't).
Guess how stupid I am with the brain damage induced by forced(!) drug abuse→ and I'm still here.
I was 14 years old when experts (doctors) decided I was hallucinating. As a fitting treatment against psychosis they used the atypical neuroleptic drug Risperidone.
The so-called hallucinations didn't go away (big surprise: What I said it was all true) but I behaved strange (big surprise: Teenager under drugs behaves differently).
They increases the dose and my condition got worse. Rinse and repeat. At the end I was forced to take so much Risperidone that it would have been a severe overdose for an adult. Heart beating extremely fast, incapable of breathing normally, not awake not sleeping. But I still did not subordinate.
Psycho-drugs do not heal depression (or borderline, or schizophrenia, or phobias, or any other psychiatric condition).
Under certain circumstances they can(!) be one part of therapy and have a positive influence. But the side effects, especially for not fully developed persons, are significant.
These conditions aren't like a bacterial infection to be treated with one packet of antibiotics and everything is alright.
Of all medical fields, psychiatry is the least scientific one in my opinion. They have their own terminology and sound scientific. In the end it is pretty easy to show they are not able to assess people correctly-- not even concerning their own field: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gert_Postel
Once again I can't fit enough information into profile messages.
Not much comment about all of this, but my depression seems to have ended just a short time after I completely stopped taking any psychiatric drugs at all.