i would strongly advise seeking professional help, such as counseling; it would be much more useful than looking for advice from a heap of unkempt scene nerds like us here
Be careful with so-called "professional" help. Be sceptical and use your common sense instead of blindly trusting.
Such help can be extremely dangerous! I know this opinion isn't popular. It's easier to just send you somewhere believing it can't go wrong.
i am depressed too but video games keep my mind off things. if this doesnt work for you (or even if it does work) yes get counseling. i get some and it's great i'm always looking forward to my next visit
@Xdqwerty same, sometimes ill be playing a game and in the back of my mind theres this nagging voice that's like "fuck you. be depressed" and my stupid head is like ok