Everyday I go to a school where I have a 75% chance of getting ignored by the students upon greeting them or just even speaking to them, for teachers, it's like a 45% chance (I get along with them more), and now if I were to gague it for online... I would say 55%.
Well, it's just this new town that I've been in. While it's a hundred times better than my previous town (where in every school there I've gotten bullied for), this new environment tends to ignore my kind. Never said anything about it online till now!
I've been off college after battling with depression. I felt like nobody wanted to chat with me, was getting constantly bullied all the time by autistic classmates and such. Hopefully, when I come back in October, I'll finally start fresh.
Sorry to hear that you're struggling, remember, I'm always here if you need me. Hope you can speak to somebody to try and get it off your mind.