Long blog ahead.
Sometimes I struggle with my own beliefs at times.
Surely there's got to be some logic to it.
Then there's the unexplained things that isn't enough reasons to make sense. I lazily put it as supernatural lol
I've spoken to my friends about it and it comes down to me sleepwalking. I haven't been sleepwalking since I was five years or so. If it is true, then that's bad for me isn't it? Sleep walking in my 20's just doesn't sound right to me.
I like to think of it as a good sign. The door being open, allowed me to hear my mum rushing out of the house which means its time for me to wake up and get ready for work. My alarm didn't go off. Most likely I was too tired and switched it off being half asleep.
The other thing that bothered me was the fact my room is technically a study room. I have two doors (my siblings forgot about me when this house was built *sniffs*). If you open one door, the other door makes a knock/slamming noise. Something like an pressure room or vacuum. I would have awoken if my door was open normally. So my guess it was opened slowly.
The last time something like this happened was within my dreams.
I think this happened 2005 into 2006. All I can remember is me being exhausted. You know when your body's so sore and heavy that once you sit or lay down, "that's it" kind of thing? I collapsed into bed and off to la la land.
I had an extremely odd dream because all I could remember was seeing my own body sleeping face down. I was standing between my bed and built in wardrobe. All I could feel was the air being heavy. What I could see was my dark room with the light outside slipping under my doors. What I saw and heard next freaked me out.
Her voice sounded older like a middle aged woman. I could hear her but couldn't see her around me. I only saw faint fog lines swirling around my room. She said to me if I wanted a person who I could trust the most, I would have to search for this person in my school. I looked around and all i saw was a woman in an angel white dress. it just fluttered out of sight when I tried to focus because she was bright. Then the next thing I heard was a beginning of a woman screaming but I woke before her a's hit the h in "aaahhhhhhhh". I'm not sure if its the same woman.
I felt sluggish and shifted into a more comfortable sleeping position which was on my side again. It was painful too! I fell asleep shortly. I never know the timing of when you dip into sleep because the next thing I remember is the "h" part of the scream.
I'm now lying next to my own body again and I can't move. I'm struggling but my body won't register. Her screams are becoming ear piercing and my right ear was going deaf. I don't know what to do and I shut my eyes so tight until her screaming stopped. I felt the atmosphere lighten and then I slowly wake up.
My chest was in pain like someone sat on it. It's strange because I woke up in a side position.
I rarely have dreams like these. My usual dreams are often in sequence or pattern. Like I usually don't have random dreams like the above at all. I wish I logged my dreams so I knew the beginning to the end. Some dreams are like stories and while others are like me watching a movie (some before they are even released).
I know for a fact when I have bad dreams or nightmares, its usually means I'm sleeping in a bad position or my nose is bleeding.
I wasn't in pain nor had the bleeding nose when I found my door open.
Sometimes I struggle with my own beliefs at times.
Surely there's got to be some logic to it.
Then there's the unexplained things that isn't enough reasons to make sense. I lazily put it as supernatural lol
I've spoken to my friends about it and it comes down to me sleepwalking. I haven't been sleepwalking since I was five years or so. If it is true, then that's bad for me isn't it? Sleep walking in my 20's just doesn't sound right to me.
I like to think of it as a good sign. The door being open, allowed me to hear my mum rushing out of the house which means its time for me to wake up and get ready for work. My alarm didn't go off. Most likely I was too tired and switched it off being half asleep.
The other thing that bothered me was the fact my room is technically a study room. I have two doors (my siblings forgot about me when this house was built *sniffs*). If you open one door, the other door makes a knock/slamming noise. Something like an pressure room or vacuum. I would have awoken if my door was open normally. So my guess it was opened slowly.
The last time something like this happened was within my dreams.
I think this happened 2005 into 2006. All I can remember is me being exhausted. You know when your body's so sore and heavy that once you sit or lay down, "that's it" kind of thing? I collapsed into bed and off to la la land.
I had an extremely odd dream because all I could remember was seeing my own body sleeping face down. I was standing between my bed and built in wardrobe. All I could feel was the air being heavy. What I could see was my dark room with the light outside slipping under my doors. What I saw and heard next freaked me out.
Her voice sounded older like a middle aged woman. I could hear her but couldn't see her around me. I only saw faint fog lines swirling around my room. She said to me if I wanted a person who I could trust the most, I would have to search for this person in my school. I looked around and all i saw was a woman in an angel white dress. it just fluttered out of sight when I tried to focus because she was bright. Then the next thing I heard was a beginning of a woman screaming but I woke before her a's hit the h in "aaahhhhhhhh". I'm not sure if its the same woman.
I felt sluggish and shifted into a more comfortable sleeping position which was on my side again. It was painful too! I fell asleep shortly. I never know the timing of when you dip into sleep because the next thing I remember is the "h" part of the scream.
I'm now lying next to my own body again and I can't move. I'm struggling but my body won't register. Her screams are becoming ear piercing and my right ear was going deaf. I don't know what to do and I shut my eyes so tight until her screaming stopped. I felt the atmosphere lighten and then I slowly wake up.
My chest was in pain like someone sat on it. It's strange because I woke up in a side position.
I rarely have dreams like these. My usual dreams are often in sequence or pattern. Like I usually don't have random dreams like the above at all. I wish I logged my dreams so I knew the beginning to the end. Some dreams are like stories and while others are like me watching a movie (some before they are even released).
I know for a fact when I have bad dreams or nightmares, its usually means I'm sleeping in a bad position or my nose is bleeding.
I wasn't in pain nor had the bleeding nose when I found my door open.
