For like the last month and a half, since mid august, my health hasn't been the greatest. I don't know what it is.
It feels like someone always has their finger dug into my shoulder and it doesn't feel normal at all. And around my chest area in front of my heart, it feels like there's a bit of pressure there. I try not to think about it and hoping that it goes away, but this is going on waay too long. It all started after my last panic attack, and it just hasn't been the same at all.
I got blood tests done in August and X-rays too, and apparently they all showed up normal. But this still doesn't feel right. I was supposed to go for more blood tests on Saturday, but I kind of ignored it because I don't want my dad stressing out.
-The only thing I can think of is, I take after my mom's side for heart wise and there is something wrong with me.
-My body doesn't like that I'm trying to quit smoking.
-I went to a doctor a while back and he said my cartilage and muscles in my upper body are all inflamed.
-I actually am stressed out but I don't know what's bugging me.
I only have two ideas for the stress thing, and that's all of my friends are moving on and moving out with girlfriends and everything and I'm being left behind.
Second thing is, maybe subconsciously I'm really wanting a girlfriend. I don't think about it at all. I never had luck with girls at all. I'm 23 and still a virgin and everything and haven't even so much been kissed by someone who actually cared for me. I don't know, I'm running out of things to do because this is bugging me more and more.
It feels like someone always has their finger dug into my shoulder and it doesn't feel normal at all. And around my chest area in front of my heart, it feels like there's a bit of pressure there. I try not to think about it and hoping that it goes away, but this is going on waay too long. It all started after my last panic attack, and it just hasn't been the same at all.
I got blood tests done in August and X-rays too, and apparently they all showed up normal. But this still doesn't feel right. I was supposed to go for more blood tests on Saturday, but I kind of ignored it because I don't want my dad stressing out.
-The only thing I can think of is, I take after my mom's side for heart wise and there is something wrong with me.
-My body doesn't like that I'm trying to quit smoking.
-I went to a doctor a while back and he said my cartilage and muscles in my upper body are all inflamed.
-I actually am stressed out but I don't know what's bugging me.
I only have two ideas for the stress thing, and that's all of my friends are moving on and moving out with girlfriends and everything and I'm being left behind.
Second thing is, maybe subconsciously I'm really wanting a girlfriend. I don't think about it at all. I never had luck with girls at all. I'm 23 and still a virgin and everything and haven't even so much been kissed by someone who actually cared for me. I don't know, I'm running out of things to do because this is bugging me more and more.
