Ok, so for those of you who don't remember my last blog, read it here.
If you're like tl;dr, this is the short version: there's a girl at my school who I kinda like but I don't know her and I'm too shy to talk to her.
Now yesterday evening there was a party, you know, beer, lots of beer and great music.
And I got kinda... well drunk, and I ended up french kissing (for the first time in my life, I suck at love when I'm sober) a girl that a friend of mine had a crush on.
He told me not to worry about it, but I still feel guilty since
1. She lives in another province and I don't know if I'll ever see her again.
2. My friend had a crush on her
3.I kissed her while I have a crush on someone else.
Is this weird?
I feel so sucky right now, though I am kinda glad to finally have french kissed (I'm 16) but I just don't know what to think.
If you're like tl;dr, this is the short version: there's a girl at my school who I kinda like but I don't know her and I'm too shy to talk to her.
Now yesterday evening there was a party, you know, beer, lots of beer and great music.
And I got kinda... well drunk, and I ended up french kissing (for the first time in my life, I suck at love when I'm sober) a girl that a friend of mine had a crush on.
He told me not to worry about it, but I still feel guilty since
1. She lives in another province and I don't know if I'll ever see her again.
2. My friend had a crush on her
3.I kissed her while I have a crush on someone else.
Is this weird?
I feel so sucky right now, though I am kinda glad to finally have french kissed (I'm 16) but I just don't know what to think.