So it’s been two years...

So it’s been two years already, and didn’t really know how to deal with my feelings. So I decided to do what a friend recommended to me: I wrote it down.


Another year has passed, another year without you.
I still remember all the happy times we shared together.
How you always called me you little nugget.
Oh, how I wish I could turn back time.

The fun times when we would argue about music and sports.
How you worked till late in the night, just so we could spend the day together.
But gone are the days when I could just stop by.
How I wish I could say “I love you” one more time.

You were always there, no matter what happened.
I feel so lonely without you.
Everything makes me think of you.
There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t miss you.

No matter how many years go by, your memory will always be there.
You were a man that gave love at its best.
No one can ever take your place.
Even though you’re not here anymore to hear it.
I say it one more time… I love you dad.


After writing it down and talking to my mom, I do feel slightly better. It really does help to talk about your feelings.
Some people find it hard that my uncle and he died on the same date (two years apart), but I think it's kind of beautiful
It's a comforting thought to know that they are together.

I love you both.
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This is so touching. ;_;

I have yet to experience such things, so I can't relate to your situation, but it's still so heart-aching.

It's just filled with so much love, it vividly tells us how much you love him. Your father, even if he is long gone, still resides within your heart. Such a happy man he must be, to be loved so dearly by somebody like you. ^_^
 
This is really sad...Glad you feel better though. I like the way you expressed your feelings like that.
 

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