no trolling or flaming please.
I'm about at my wits end about what do anymore...maybe someone can help me...
I'm 20 years old and I have never had a job in my life..so no place wants to hire me..Michigan Works is the employment agency that has been jacking me around for months. Michigan has almost the highest unemployment, but I have the queezy feeling in my mind about being stuck here forever. My dad wants me to get a job...or quit that and start my own computer repair business...idk he is never happy
my brother is officially mentally handicapped (because of the domineering woman he married) (even though he doesn't want to admit it) and his life is a complete failure...
I dont want to be like him ...
I took networking classes at Lake Michigan College....but failed them because the material was way over my head.(encapsulation, packets, OSI MODEL, layers......)
..*self esteem points -10*
even though everyone who I meet (online and in real life) says I'm handsome and good looking, I've never had a real girlfriend in my life...(and I kinda would like one.)
my first date was when I was a senior in high school..and that bitch never showed up.... *wonderful memories eh? *
the last girlfriend (and the only one) I had was for 3 weeks..and just used me for a physical relationship. nothing more. nothing less. Do Not Want.
my best friend who I have known for years looks to me as a great guy friend..and likes someone else....even though I secretly still have feelings
idk..its just everyone around me is getting what they want in life....and I'm slightly getting frustrated that my life is literally going no where.
I put in my applications...but no calls...(even ones that require zero job experience)
I'm not on any anti depressants...but when i'm feeling down..some revisiting of my childhood with a little NES nostalgia or playing a shitload of video games helps...
so why am I writing here?....because that's kinda not working anymore...
I'm a christian..but I'm starting to believe that if there was a god..he wouldn't watch me suffer through all these disappointments for so long.
I'm not really a emo or depressed type of person...but I've felt better
I'm about at my wits end about what do anymore...maybe someone can help me...
I'm 20 years old and I have never had a job in my life..so no place wants to hire me..Michigan Works is the employment agency that has been jacking me around for months. Michigan has almost the highest unemployment, but I have the queezy feeling in my mind about being stuck here forever. My dad wants me to get a job...or quit that and start my own computer repair business...idk he is never happy
my brother is officially mentally handicapped (because of the domineering woman he married) (even though he doesn't want to admit it) and his life is a complete failure...
I dont want to be like him ...
I took networking classes at Lake Michigan College....but failed them because the material was way over my head.(encapsulation, packets, OSI MODEL, layers......)
..*self esteem points -10*
even though everyone who I meet (online and in real life) says I'm handsome and good looking, I've never had a real girlfriend in my life...(and I kinda would like one.)
my first date was when I was a senior in high school..and that bitch never showed up.... *wonderful memories eh? *
the last girlfriend (and the only one) I had was for 3 weeks..and just used me for a physical relationship. nothing more. nothing less. Do Not Want.
my best friend who I have known for years looks to me as a great guy friend..and likes someone else....even though I secretly still have feelings
idk..its just everyone around me is getting what they want in life....and I'm slightly getting frustrated that my life is literally going no where.
I put in my applications...but no calls...(even ones that require zero job experience)
I'm not on any anti depressants...but when i'm feeling down..some revisiting of my childhood with a little NES nostalgia or playing a shitload of video games helps...
so why am I writing here?....because that's kinda not working anymore...
I'm a christian..but I'm starting to believe that if there was a god..he wouldn't watch me suffer through all these disappointments for so long.
I'm not really a emo or depressed type of person...but I've felt better