A sincere apology + my mental health

I would like to apologize to some of the people here and over at Discord for... many things, but mainly for the way I treated them. And although I am sure most of you have moved on to better things I just got to let you know that I am sorry.

First off all I'd like to apologize to @smileyhead and Piotyr for being a bad friend, mental issues aside. You both deserve to be very happy and I don't think you can achieve that if I am around.
I apologize to Pio for creating a relationship in which he felt co-dependent. I owe you a lot and you deserve better man, hope things turn out well with your girlfriend.

To Smiley, sorry I left without saying a word. I know you can be fragile, but at the time it just felt like I had no choice but to distance myself from everyone over at Discord.

-A general apology to everyone at Disco for my severe lack of social skills and random outbursts. And a special apology to @Chary for not being a great addition to Disco overall.
-An apology to anyone at Disco who felt used emotionally or otherwise.
-I also apologize if I caused anyone emotional distress (I am sure I did to Pio at least).

I never had many friends and I always seemed to push the few I had away one way or the other, I think that happened again.

To finalize, I am doing a lot better mentally speaking and I hope to continue improving. I will remain away from forums and social media for the foreseeable future.

That's about it, I hope you all had some good old Christmas fun.

Sincerely, Miguel/Mikey/AutumnWolf/Sinon/Other.

Feel free to contact me if you want, just keep in mind that I am planning on deleting my GBATEMP profile as well.

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I wish you the best for your recovery, sorry if you're going through some rough times. ^_^
Also, don't delete your profile, as we're gonna miss you otherwise.
 
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it takes a lot to apologise and especially on a public forum where others can see, you're a brave person to be able to say you were wrong and accept it. i don't know you or what happened but best wishes for the future.
 
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Mikey,
I never saw you as a bad friend. Far from it. I love having you around. I wish I could have done more to make you feel better. I'm sorry.
I would love to have you back when you are ready. And I wish you the best of luck with getting better.
I will not go anywhere. When you do come back, you know where to find me.

🫂
 
Thanks everyone, I have decided not to delete my GBATEMP account since this is now my only means of communicating with you all.

And I do hope to get in contact again in the future, I am just not ready yet.
 

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