I finally grieved for my grandmother and it felt right.

She died a month ago and back then I didn't cry or have any emotion, however, today I visited a church and hearing a nun's words made me cry as I missed my grandma so much.

The nun at the end told me it wasn't the end, but at the same time it didn't make me feel much better because she passed away on her own and I wasn't by her side.

Life must go on, as they say. We supposedly meet our loved ones after we die.
  • Like
Reactions: 1 person

Comments

Sonic Angel Knight
Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with because of how I don't seem to display the same level of emotions that others may have for the same thing. I don't know what to say, but I'm not faking anything. I just thought my attachment to things is just not capable of being as great as other. Is not like I don't cry about stuff like pain, suffering. But I don't know, I wonder if I will cry if my parents died. :ninja:
 
  • Like
Reactions: 1 person
spotanjo3
Sorry about your loss.

I know someone who hate her daddy because her daddy don't show any love and all he does was meaner to her all the time until he died. She didn't cried and show any emotion. She don't care and glad that he was gone. That's not her fault. Even today I asked her if she understood that he wasn't perfect daddy or a good daddy at all and she said she don't feel sorry at all. She said he was cruel. That's how she didn't feel closer to her daddy and had no experience of affectionate and love from him. That's very sad!

Glad that you found what you are looking for and grieved for your grandmother. Everyone are different for different reasons.
 

Blog entry information

Author
Boesy
Views
94
Comments
4
Last update

More entries in Personal Blogs

Share this entry

General chit-chat
Help Users
  • No one is chatting at the moment.
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    i mean, multiple have happened in my lifetime, but it's always been too cloudy
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    IT'S LIKE THAT ALMOST EVERY FUCKING METEOR SHOWER TOO
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    You need to setup a time lapse camera, be neat
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    I actually use a pic of it on my pc desktop cause its cool looking
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Apparently the pro versión of pizza boy is back aswell
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Gonna download the update
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Only 2 antiviruses detected the APK as a virus on virustotal so it Must be safe
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Cuz false positive
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Wait
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Eh nvm
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    sadly, the clouds are setting in now

    hey BigOnYa the clouds are coming from the south, maybe check again
  • Xdqwerty @ Xdqwerty:
    Good night it's 11 pm
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    night
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    @BakerMan Nuh I'm in for the night playing Fallout 4, ill look tomorrow night
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    Ok had let dog out, and yea still can't see it, oh well. Maybe tom night.
  • K3Nv2 @ K3Nv2:
    Ballocks these drives aren't allowing raid
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    That sucks, well you will get double the space then atleast.
  • K3Nv2 @ K3Nv2:
    @Sicklyboy needs to come back
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    Did you try Raid 10?
  • K3Nv2 @ K3Nv2:
    I did raid69
  • BigOnYa @ BigOnYa:
    https://forums.tomshardware.com/threads/m-2-ssd-and-a-raid-10.2449805/
  • K3Nv2 @ K3Nv2:
    The physical disk keeps disabling in bios
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    hey ken did you see the aurora tonight?
  • BakerMan @ BakerMan:
    also sorry it was too cloudy, that sucks
  • SylverReZ @ SylverReZ:
    @K3Nv2, This chat is sponsored by Raid Shadow Legends.
    SylverReZ @ SylverReZ: @K3Nv2, This chat is sponsored by Raid Shadow Legends.