11 years on the Temp

It's been 11 years now since I joined the Temp. I joined like every other Pokénoob during a massive Pokéflood that caused GBAtemp to close off from guests. I joined so I could bitch about SoulSilver (Japanese release, might I add,) not working on my M3 Real and to possibly find a means of fixing that. I couldn't even read the game, but damn did I want to play it before any of my friends had the chance to play it. So I joined the Temp to accomplish that extremely silly goal of mine. This was just a throwaway account that I had no intention of using outside of a few posts here or there, never once could I have expected to become such a massive part of this community. I am truly happy that this account didn't turn out that way though. Despite everything, I am still active and my life is so much better compared to when I first made this account.

I married my best friend

When I normally make these blogs I talk about what's happened in that year. Last year I covered the rather tragic nature of my life at that time. I had gone through a lot leading up to that point and I was still dealing with recovering from that pain. So it brings me joy to say that this past year has been far better for me. I had gotten married to the love of my life and best friend, @FatalAryia . She was a massive inspiration in my life and if not for her, I don't things would have turned out the way they have. She helped me realize that I do deserve to be happy and that life has meaning to it. Her kindness and love had inspired me to care about myself and about my own life. I love gushing over her so much! She means so much to me and I am so happy that I get to wake up every morning and see her! She's been the greatest thing to happen to me this year and I married her! I actually married her! Fuck, I am so excited to be able to just say that she's my wife! So yeah, I love this Human, she's the best Human.

General life changes

The final months of 2019 were extremely rough for me after starting a new life with @FatalAryia. Those months I was struggling with the Walmart store that I had transferred to because the store was horrible. Most of those months can be summed up with, they sucked and I am glad that my Christmas gift to myself was quitting that job on Christmas night. From there I was able to start a new job at Amazon throwing boxes either on or off a truck. I actually really enjoyed that job way more than I expected myself to. There was something just relaxing about the job that did wonders for my mental health. It wasn't very good on my body and I was constantly in pain due to the job, but my mental health was better. Not sure if that's a good trade-off but I didn't do the job for very long before switching to my current job. Currently, I am working in a sales job selling cellphones in Walmart for a 3rd party vendor. It's a pretty decent job and I loved the people I've been working with. I don't care much for customers, but my supervisor is a cool as fuck guy that I consider to be a friend. I am not sure where this venture into sales is going to go, I am still considering quitting but I have a lot of issues I need to clean up before quitting as quitting now might be more costly than staying for a bit longer. Still, this change in my life has had its ups and downs, but I am happy that I am doing something different with my life and that I do have more options compared to before.

Talking about my health

I've talked about my health before, this year brought a lot of new concerns about my health and those are being looked into. I really don't have a lot of details to give since my previous blog, so I guess it's worth addressing the changes in my attitude about my health. This year brought a sudden realization that I didn't want to die anymore. I simply stopped being suicidal, stopped wanting to hurt myself, I actually started caring about my health and wellbeing. I came to the realization that I need to care about my health because I want to live and grow old with my wife. So with that change, I've started taking better care of myself. I started cutting out more alcohol from my life, so much so that there are bottles of alcohol well over a year old now that haven't been touched since we've moved into this apartment. I've cut back on how much I eat during the day (partly by choice and partly because whatever is wrong with my health has killed my appetite.) My wife is helping me with physical therapy to help with the pain that I've been dealing with. I am also more actively working with my doctor to deal with my health. I am doing everything possible to make sure I can grow as old as possible and spend as much time as alive as possible!

Who's the snake?

So another year and another new character, who's the snake? The snake is Sarah Redfield, my scalie sona that was introduced last year. They are an agender and asexual snake that is a massive weeb and loves technology. Compared to Lilith, they are more of a character than a simple stand-in for myself. They aren't really a replacement to Lilith and I am not going to be changing my screen name to Sarah Redfield either. I just felt like it would be fun to use Sarah more since I love their design and the character philosophy they have. So don't worry about losing everyone's favorite Cubi, I am still Lilith Valentine and that cubi isn't going anywhere!

Today's Lilith picture is actually going to be a Sarah picture! This one was a commission by Jaqbee!
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I find it interesting that due to my habit of making one of these blog posts every year (except one year I did one much later,) I can see the developments of my life. Often I remember where I was and the mindset I was in while writing many of those blog posts. I remember the details I would often omit or the details I would have to change to make my life seem better. It's refreshing to able to start seeing my blog posts becoming more honest, open, and happier in recent years. That life has gotten better for me and I am no longer in the same depressing life that I used to have.
 
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@Lilith Valentine: It's indeed interesting, i'm just thinking what I do on all those years on GBAtemp.
First come here for patches for GBA roms, NDS scene, then 3DS modding and now playing around with my switch ;)
I must say that the last 4 years of my life was also very difficult and depressing, but know it's going better.
 
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I mean, not the vast majority but it's interesting just how old both my account and myself actually are. I've been around long enough to have been part of so many different eras on the Temp and to have been a pretty active individual in many of these eras. I didn't expect going from someone who just posted M3 updates to literally being what I am today.
 
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Dude, you don't throw the truck because you want to; you do it because your only option is either to put up with co-workers who's behavior, especially when the supervisor isn't around, makes you want to punch them in the face, or throw the truck and not have to put up with their BS.

Also, good on you for quitting Walmart. I have the second Walmart Nightmares episode sitting on a Notepad document atm, I think I have some editing to do with it, but holy hell, when I get to some of my co-workers (and one in particular that got on my nerves for reasons that are both personal and how they affected things on the job), it's gonna get therapeutic.

If you can, get a job where you don't have to interact with people if you don't have to; literally the only reason I enjoy my current job is that I don't have to deal with some of the customers at Walmart that could be nice most of the time, but other times, they'd be freaks who'd stay at the store all day.
 
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I've been a lurker since 2005, but didn't join until 2012. Congrats on your 11 years! <3 You're an O.G.
 
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@Silent_Gunner I actually quite enjoyed throwing the truck. It was better than filling one and far less stressful for me. I worked in a sorting center and I found the job pretty laid back and the managers were pretty cool people.
I am so glad to be rid of Walmart and it's kind of fun to be working in a Walmart but not be a Walmart employee. Just watching everything play out and thinking, "I am so glad that I am not doing that shit anymore."
I've been trying to get a job where I don't have to deal with people but they tend to get taken up before I can or have requirements I can't meet. Most of the jobs around here require experience and or at least a college education, both of which I don't have. Although, I tend to not want those jobs because they are like, "Requires 5 years of experience and a Master's degree" then only pay like 13$ an hour. Not worth the effort for so little reward and thus my journey has to continue.
 
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@Scott_pilgrim it’s definitely amazing that I became one of the most famous on the Temp from a throwaway account
 
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@Lillith Valentine I just lost my job at Walmart on the 23rd, and it's a blessing in disguise. Yeah, it sucks losing almost half our household income, but it was really for the better. I dedicated 7 years of my life to Walmart. I was hired on as someone who just does returns in foods for my entire shift, and did that for my first 6 months. I don't even think the position had a job title at the time. Then I got moved (forced) into doing Unloading (Now it's called Cap 2) for a year and a half, and fucking hated it. Then I moved to doing Day Maintenance. I loved it, until last October when we hired this lazy piece of shit... Let's call him "Dakota". Dakota would stand around unless you gave him a task to do. If you said you were going to go do a task, he'd try to follow and "help" you do that task like a lost puppy. he was so shitty at the easiest job in the store, that the demoted him to cart pusher. Fast forward two months to December 2019; Dakota keeps going to his lunches and breaks without filling the cart rail inside first, so guess who they call to do his job? That's right... Maintenance. And I'm the only maintenance worker with a walkie, because my store is too fucking CHEAP to order more of them for the rest of my crew and the cart pushers. So I have to respond to every damn walkie call, spill call, bathroom diarrhea explosion, every dog shitting on the floor, every kid puking, etc (fun times). Fast forward to late March... Dakota catches wind that they aren't counting occurrences due to covid... So what's he do? Calls out 3 to 4 days a week out of his 5 day schedule. So I'm the one constantly being called to do carts. Think the front-end folks can help me do carts here and there? FUCK NO! They're a bunch of fat middle-aged women with an excuse for everything. So it's just ME. Now, I'm 37 and have a few health issues like asthma and fibromyalgia. It's hard enough for me to breathe normally. Now throw a facemask into the mix, force me to do a laborious job that gets me huffing and puffing, and set my torso on fire under my skin. That's what it's like for me to push in carts. Having to do that shit since October 2019 until now, all because of some lazy unfireable douche-canoe is very upsetting. I started getting snarky over the walkie about it when they call me up there, like: "This is really getting old." and "Yeah, I'm apparently the only person in the entire store who knows how."

So it was at that point that I stopped giving a fuck. I did the absolute bare-minimum of the job. Afterall, they were only paying me 77 cents above minimum wage after 7 years, so fuck 'em. My skill set is worth way more than what they can pay me. So good on you for leaving Walmart.

Oh, and Dakota's real name is Cody, fuck that guy. :shit:
 
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