Random facts about me!

I have a fuck ton of facts laying around and I felt like they should be in my blog, so time for some random facts including old facts but worth bringing up again!
My girlfriend's name is Casey
Despite my youthful look, I was born August 9th, 1991, meaning I am 28 as of writing this post.
I've been on hormones since April 18th, 2019
I have difficulty hearing and processing sound around me.
I tend to be extremely shy and have a hard time holding a conversation. Sometimes I vanish from conversations for long periods of time. I am a lot less shy the more I talk to someone.
I am not a fan of making eye contact
I a bit on the spectrum in way too many ways.
I am a bit of a well-known perv and I tend to flirt when I am comfortable with someone.
I am not a Windows user, I will use anything from Linux, BSD, to macOS (which is just BSD at its core.)
I mostly live on a vegetarian diet because I am allergic to meat.
I would consider my sexuality to be best described as "pansexual," but I mostly date women (cis and trans,) femmes, and other non-binary folks. There are some men that I would date.
I am genderfluid, personally, I prefer "they/them" pronouns but I am also fine with she/her from friends and loved ones.
I am a college student studying psychology and social psychology.
I have an online persona named "Lilith Valentine." They are a shape-shifting non-binary succubus that started out as a semi-anthro wolf named "Lone Heart" when I was 12. Since then they were a "catboy" named "The Catboy" and Miko Bootstraps who was just a masc non-binary character later femme, then to Crystal the Glaceon, from there to Femcario the Lucario, then to Lilith Valentine the wolf-husky most people know, finally Lilith Valentine the succubus.
My favorite Pokémon is Charmeleon, my second favorite is Umbreon, and my third is Lucario
I am a huge Spider-man fan and I have been for pretty much my entire life.
I mostly game on PS4 and Switch, sometimes PC if I can.
My favorite video game console of all time is the original Xbox
My favorite video game of all time is Yoshi's Island on the SNES and with Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky at a close second.
My favorite anime of all time is Squid Girl or the full/Japanese name, Shinryaku! Ika Musume
I am a modder and I love to hack my electronics. I also tend to do hardware repairs.
I wear cat ears everywhere and a fox tail any other than work. I do this in reference to my confusing gender, catgirls being connected to trans girls, and foxes being ambiguous for non-binary. I also wear these because I am a furry and just enjoy wearing them.
I tend to dress in a rather goth/emo/punk style.
I am red-green colorblind
I am rather short at 5’4.
That is a fuck ton of random facts about me!
Bonus fact, "Succubus facts" is not actually based on the real lore around succubus. It's presented in-character as Lilith talking about facts about herself, which is based on lore for a webcomic my girlfriend and I are working on.
The Lilith picture of the day is the Christmas avatar Casey made me! So cute~ <3
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IncredulousP
Fun to learn about my fellow EOF shitposters. I'm a little jelly that you were brave enough to start hormones. I'm still struggling trying to figure out who I am, but I've pretty much accepted that I'll always look like a short burly dude.

I relate to the eye contact thing, I concentrate so much on timing eye contact face-to-face that I forget what other people said to me.

Umbreon is awesome B-)
 
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Reynardine
Reading this made me smile because you kinda remind me of someone I know.
My friend used to wear cat ears at work and flirt with me, haha :3
It was super confusing, but after a dramatic breakup we remained best friends.

I find it interesting that you mention the eye contact problems and youthful look. I know it from myself and it seems to be common with people in the spectrum. It never occured to me that there might be others like that when I was younger.

Some people think I'm not listening because I don't look them in the eyes, but that's not true, it just makes me very nervous and uncomfortable.

It's cool that you are yourself. I couldn't make a blog post like this, I'm way too shy.
I'm not sure if I should even post here, but I'm bored, sleepless and yeah...

Also, I didn't know that you can be allergic to meat. °-°
 
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@IncredulousP
I was honestly really anxious about posting this on the Temp, mostly because some of the details tend to be considered "controversial" to some people. But I did so because I didn't like the idea of not sharing because of anxiety, which would have defeated the purpose of this blog. I started writing blogs to express my thoughts and to share details about my life as a means of ensuring thoughts don't get stuck in my head and to overcome some level of my anxiety. I feel you on the notion of being too shy, but personally, my method of tackling that was just pushing myself to make small steps past my anxiety.

@Reynardine
I actually do wear my cat ears to work and flirt with my coworkers >//<
I find it interesting how many people relate to that and something I have a hard time explaining to a lot of people. Even my girlfriend struggles to understand why I have difficulty making eye contact with her. She understands that being autistic plays into my struggle but can't quite grasp how or why, which is more a limitation of knowledge. She is getting more understanding and supportive though, so it really does just take exposure and patience. I never really ran into many people like myself growing up, which is why I love the internet because it reminds a lot of us that we aren't alone.
It took years to find myself and every day I am still finding new words to describe myself and realizing small details that were either repressed or overlooked. Self-discovery is something I think more people need to value, even as they get older.
You can be and it sucks! It's painful and unpleasant, to say the least.
 
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Reynardine
I agree. Being ourself is the best we can do to be happy. Too many people are faking themselves. But finding out who you are is so hard and takes a long time. And not being ashamed of it too...

I still don't know who I really am.

Reading the evolution of your character Lilith Valentine was interesting. I think the succubus suits you really well and looks damn cute.

Yeah, the internet is awesome for meeting people with similar experiences. Making friends on gbatemp even helped me get over my extreme anxiety when talking to others a bit. I really had no idea before I joined here, although my friend at work has asperger autism too.

Getting others to understand why we do some things or act in a certain way is not easy. I finally got my parents to understand me a bit, but we still have accidents now and then because of misunderstandings.
 
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The Catboy
I am not having that conversation on my blog ^_^ My happiness nor my gender are up for debate.
@Reynardine
I have a bit of history about what happened when I tried to fake who I was. If you are interested, my life is pretty well documented in my blogs.
Self-discovery takes time and personal acceptance. For example, I struggled with something as simple as my sexuality at one time, now I am open about who I am.
I think so too and as does my girlfriend, which is partly why I settled on keeping Lilith as a succubus. The other part was because I no longer wanted to keep changing them and also because their design is so damn adorable.
The Temp has honestly helped me with way more than any website should and I am quite happy I kept coming back after every little episode. I can say I am a lot happier having gotten to know so many people and to know there are so many like me out there. Although other sites helped too, like one of my close friends I met on Facebook.
I would agree with it not being easy and I can tell my girlfriend is doing her best with trying to understand me. It’s the same with her when it comes to misunderstandings and accidents, which aren’t fun. I am glad to hear your family is supportive though!
 
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Reynardine
Haha, I'll be sure to check out your other blog posts too sometime! :3

Succubus is awesome. Really a unique character. I wonder how you got that idea.

I'm a bit scared of loosing the friends I made because I have a tendency to disappear into hiding sometimes when things get too much. I don't know why I sometimes get stressed in conversations and sometimes enjoy them. But overall I feel good about talking to people now and I enjoy it much more than before.

Sometimes awkward situations happen but overall it kinda works.

Hope I don't bore you with my random thought dumping. Well, I can't always tell if I'm writing too much. If I do just let me know and I'll give you a break. <3

I'm just currently in the mood for it, who knows when it'll change again...
 
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@Reynardine
Neat! Full disclosure, they a bit depressing at times.
So the idea actually came about when my official artist, @Bubsy Bobcat, sent me this picture
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This was partly inspired off my real-life self and a popular succubus character at that time (I can't post her name because searching her will only result in porn and I doubt the Staff would be cool with that.) I liked the idea so much that I decided that this design would eventually replace the Lilith I was using at that time, this one
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From there I created the lore around how she became Lilith Valentine of today.
https://gbatemp.net/threads/ive-escaped-area-51.548494/
And there is deeper lore to come in the future.
I feel that but it seems most of my friends still love me and know that I tend to just vanish. They know I will always come around and pick right back up where I was before I vanished.
You aren't boring me, in fact, this is quite an interesting conversation and I am quite happy about that. ^-^
 
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Reynardine
I just read Lilith's backstory. So shapeshifting Lilith was disguised as an anthropomorphic dog? Got to chill in area 51 for a bit too. Now I wish I could just teleport. Neat, I had no idea what to expect but I enjoyed that little story. Works better than just saying my character is different now, bam.

Of course I like both designs. Previous Lilith is great too, but I don't complain! :3
Here we are, haha, I think I actually prefer the real Lilith.

Sorry for being late with my reply. It wasn't out of disinterest, rather I had a tiny bit of a breakdown because of a toothache. I'm better now.
 
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@Reynardine
I used to just make a new character and bam! But I didn't like that and kept trying to find ways to make them all connect back to each other. The shapeshifting demon idea came before the design and Bubs making the design was just a happy happenstance that worked in my favor. As for the story, that was not only made to explain what happened to my character but also where my character was when I was taking a break from the Temp. I was dealing with a lot of issues back then, mostly getting over a bit a painkiller, caffeine, and alcohol addiction that was only making my personal problems so much worse back then. So I quit until I got the help that I needed and felt confident enough to return. The story was just to play with the Area 51 raid meme that was happening back then and I felt was a clever way to return.

I adore my previous design but I kind of drifted away from that design due to personal hangups. Her character sheet and design were actually an adopt my ex-boyfriend bought me and I slowly started to dislike her as a result of not being able to disconnect her from him. Sure I did everything to make my own and redesigned her and everything, but I couldn't really get over the fact that I still had that small connection back to him. So changing to the demon form was something I decided would be best as I am actually really happy about where this form came from and the person who made this design is still someone I deeply love and care about.
My reply was also late :P been a bit of a mood lately and couldn't quite words until now.
 
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@mmaury
Lucario is such a great Pokémon! He is so cute and adorable! I always make sure I have one on my team just so I can see their cuteness all the time!
 
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there is one thing i share with you.....difficulity in hearing and processing sound around me (i got almost deaf due a medicine i need to take....now i have implants and can hear but i have sometimes problems to understand things)
 

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