Today was my last today, of being with my friend who ive known for a long time, although I get to see them again in August. Life feels worthless and depressing. I'm just bored of it, I have 0 things I do outside of home, it's just a bore.
Stop being an idiot. Let's be honest, your only(?) friend left until August? Well, that can be bad, but it's not as bad as you make it look like. You don't have social life? Well, like most people. You have (probably) internet, games, movies... And (probably too) you can just spend the whole day with all of that. I'm not sure about your future, but you will mostly will be wanting to get back to your today in a couple of months, or years (because of job, or your couple being so time consuming). Enjoy your today, is not that bad as it could be. Probably not now, nor tomorrow, but someday, you'll want to get back to your today, because that's how life goes, we want to grow up, but when we are grown up, what do we want? Yeah, become a kid again so we have plenty of time an no responsabilities.
As I said, you maybe will not understand this now, but certainly, someday, you will.
大丈夫, It seems you very miss your friend. Hang on. I don't know what's the feeling of boredom, I can always find something that keep my attention and feel great spending time alone but I know the best thing is to be with friends. So that's only one week? Maybe try to use it as a chance to do something new and look for a little things arounds you. I can say that's healthy that you don't try to look for a games. Outside is a great nice summer wheather, there are people. Every day can be a great adventure.
Is this one of those moments when you know you are getting old that you think nothing of not seeing someone for maybe 10 years and then picking up where you left off?
i thought friendship was a important thing but i was wrong, when u find a gf and have a fulltime job, you will eventually start FORGETTING all ur friends, until every last one.