What is your goal?
To live the most extraordinary life possible...to do what others only dream about, to do what others fear to do, to do what other say can't be done... These goals are not to shine in front of others but the obtaining the near unattainable makes me happy. Performing my first HALO Jump, Swimming with sharks, Wrestling alligators, getting the balls to finally set BOTH my hands on fire... Flying a Jet in Russia, Going to Outer space (Probably through Russia LOL)...these adventurous make me happy and offer great stories which is one of my other goals...making movies. The one goal I find the hardest to complete (Due to a lack of friends) is making legitimate films however as I move towards new horizons...changing directions in my life...I actually see my first legitimate film being made in 2010.
Why are you living?
Most likely cause I am the luckiest person on Earth? At fist I thought I was blessed...then I realized how can someone so blessed end up in so much pain...if there is a god...then he must have forgotten about me...therefore I am near immortal? Surviving self inflicted drug overdoses, 100+Mph Bike wrecks (With no helmet), Stuck within a 200 foot circle of fire with my foot nailed to a board, surviving parachute malfunction and falling at roughly 45Mph at the height of roughly 100 feet, rolling a jeep across a 6 lane highway, exposed to a virus that ... kills and yet I was not affected.... the list goes on and on...either I am the luckiest man alive or god has truly forgotten about me and I am on nobody's immortal list of places to end up? Regardless once I WAS a suicidal bag of bones however I know see my fate as somewhat of good fortune...I live cause I choose not to die....I live cause there is still much I want to achieve....I live to grow old and one day have a family I never had. I believe I live cause I choose not to die.
what is your ultimate goal and your are currently live to achieve it?
From what I understand my biggest drawback is I have too many goals in no particular order...my mind runs rampant in a wild flurry of thoughts as I shoot this new horror film my mind continues to write 3 more horror films...leaving the current film half finished. My ultimate goal is knock out ever goal I have and the only way to accomplish that is to breath, relax, and do what goal at a time.
why you are here?
If your talking about in the physical sense...well I believe I am nothing more than the offspring of evolution. Here to procreate and die...which contradicts what I say above...but like most simple minded creatures I WANT to believe there is a greater purpose...some place I go to when I bite the dust. If your talking about why am I at GBATemp...well it is definitely one of the big distractions in getting my goals completed...I sit and hit F5 just lurking reading...stalling from completing the important tasks at hand...but in the end some of you I feel are friends...and every person needs...friends...and while I find the real ones hard to find...I take a few hours out of my day to drink my coffee and see what my virtual "friends" are up to.