Troubled times

[MeritsAlone]

I had a chat with my mother right now, you can say I havent been treating my father the right way,
Ive been screaming and yelling at him for quite some time now.
Like yesterday pretty much, he was gonna cut my hair with a new hair trimmer, now as most other cheap hair trimmers out there it sucked, alot.
So i suggested he could use the scissors, but instead he took his other hair trimmer (150$ version, very good!), but i dont really shower that often (ive changed, yes in one day ^^) so my hair is pretty rough and hard to cut, so that one didnt work either, then i started yelling at him to just use the scissors and comb.
This has been going on for a long while now (4-6 years or so), and now i cant help to feel guilty for alot of things

He works as a bus driver, takes the bus to work to save Gas to get more money to suit my needs and to give the things i like to do, he gets up at 5AM and ends at 8PM, and i just reject him...
Writing this just makes me want to cry

EDIT: Im 14 BTW

 

[Crass]

Quite acting like a spoiled little brat, mature up. My parents would have smacked me if I acted the way you do.

 

[mameks]

Quite acting like a spoiled little brat, mature up. My parents would have smacked me if I acted the way you do.

I can say no more.

 

[Zerosuit connor]

That is horrible. See now how old are you, i mean i'm 14 and i pay for my own haircuts. Acting like a baby go out there and apologize right now. My parents would have just gone whack straight in my face, grow up.

 

[Tokyo Jihen]

Change your attitude then. I'm like Crass, my parents don't tolerate any talking back and I would be scolded or given the evil eye and sometimes smacked if I even raised my voice. The only thing stopping you is yourself, don't just cry about it, change your ways.

 

[yuyuyup]

steal your father's clippers and sell them and then burn his clothes