this is not a shit post, nor a cry for help. Just wondering when enough is enough? With everything. I work a shit job where they don't appreciate me, but I can come and go as I please. I go home and get bitched at for being late, thinking I am cheating. Go to work at my second job and have to fix what other people screwed up. Get yelled at for not getting it fixed fast enough. Like I said not a shit post. Not a cry for help. It is just, when is enough, enough? My mom recently died and didn't have life insurance, we weren't close, someone had to pay for the funeral and her asshole boyfriend didn't pay a penny and claimed ownership of everything in the house. So I got stuck footing the bill for the funeral. That pissed the wife off. Still currently busting my ass working trying to pay the funeral off. Sometimes I think, you know what, that is a pretty high bridge, maybe my car broke and just took me off the side and plummet to my firey death, but I can't do that because I love my wife and kids. Plus I don't want to die. I really love my life, but sometimes I just want to give up. With this funeral bullshit, having to pay for it, sometimes I don't have money to put food on the table. Thank you for reading, if you have any words of encouragement, please tell me. And if you are going to be some asshole saying "kill your self on Facebook live and tag me in it so I can watch", go blow yourself.