I met this guy online and I really like him, but he lives far away from me. He wanted to meet me, but I can't meet him because I was afraid that I'd end up liking him more and then not be able to do anything about it. Well, I really like him a lot, and it's hard for me to talk to him knowing that my feelings keep building up. I told him that I didn't want to be friends with him anymore and I stopped talking to him. Was that stupid of me to do that?