i am dead but i am alive. how can that be? my heart stopped beating but my brain keeps functioning. my brain stops functioning but my heart keeps beating. i can feel my blood flow but i also can't feel my blood flow. how can that be? i can see the light but its also eternally dark. i am surrounded by people but i am alone. my wavering vision blurs as i gasp for the air. i can feel my lungs gasping for the fresh clean air. my heart is gone but my brain is still here. my brain is gone but my heart is still here. blood still moving from artery to artery but i cannot move. i am frozen in time half dead and half alive. how can that be? a hand reaches down for me while many hands drags me away. what could all this mean what could all this mean? im going crazy but how can i be crazy when i am not alive? how can i not be alive when i am alive?