The curtains do not match the drapes poll seems to bear no real resemblance to question of the OP. Not to mention more context would be needed for both.
Anyway I am more of a "whatever will be, will be"* kind of person. I might have tried to get an outcome I want and might be planning for various eventualities but worrying is pretty pointless from where I sit. As for life on the line then "I wanna live" is how I roll, some temporary pain or loss of business (as in start over) is not outside the realm of possibility though, mainly as I try not to tie myself down to hard to anywhere and starting over is something I kind of enjoy.
I have. After she did turned out she was Lying to me the whole time. Whenever she said the three words "I Love You" it was a lie. She legit fucking said to me oh I didn't mean it or anything. I mean who the fuck does that. I'll still never forget that feeling though. When someone you like says they like you back. The thing you shouldn't do is doubt your self. Be confident! If you asked her she is probably more nervous then you are. Love is a strange thing my friend. Love is very, very strange.