I've had experiences LIKE that...
But it was along with:
Looking in the mirror.
This is really me, I am no one else, and this is how I look.
... is this really how I look? that's really dissapointing..
I will never be that hot bloke girls talk about... and this is really my voice...
and my name is Tim?
and it all was very distant at the moment... really creepy.. but normal I think... it's just a part of growing up... atleast my thing was (i think)...
DeJa Vu.....
Funny thats how i think to...
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Here a little bit of rytheme poem that explains me
:'(
Im all alone in this world by myself,
seems like im cursed everyday of living here, try to ease the pain but nothing ever changes everyday still the same, im all alone
I shed so many tears of my daddy gone, im surrounded but i feel like im all alone, in this cold world who can i trust, all the bitches around me dont give a fuck
they got me pills just so i can sleep at night, i want cry, crawl up in the closet & die, got me thinking bout suicudie, taking my own life, all this pain im going thru i cant take, i cant face it, & man i cant erase it
god save me im down on my kness, dont forsaken me lord im begging you please,
strange how i got this pain, im all alone in this world, so alone,
sitting here in the crib, with the candle lit, dreaming of a childhood & all the things i cant forget, daddy used to drink alot, mumma had to raise me, always spoke the truth you can love me or hate me