Ok I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess that if anyone here cares about me they should know why I am the way I am at the moment. My uncle died today, I'm still in a state of shock. So many things are going to change, and I'm stuck in spain not being able to go to either the funeral or be with my family. My uncle. News article. I don't know whats going to happen to my cousin, or Amelia (my uncles girlfriend). I've tried to convince my parents but they won't let me go over. Mum is leaving tomorrow or on monday. Phone hasn't stopped ringing, on and off, and I keep feeling sick. Supposedly I have a lot of school work to do, but I don't see myself being able, or bothering to pass the tests anytime soon. Looks like piano will be down the drain soon too anyways.