Get a pendulum and grab it with two or three fingers and put your elbow on something stable, for example your knee (when you are sitting) or a table. Very useful until you get something more direct. Then you can ask questions which it will start nodding or shaking left and right. Ask for the name first. It is not done consciously but it is caused by the slight movement of your hand and thus you kind of can confirm it is your subconscious. Mine is a sweet little girl who is not nearly as sadistic as I am. Your subconscious is the most trust worthy thing you can rely on and if you had uncertainty say about your faith, your interest in something, your sexuality, your self-worthy, etc. your subconscious knows better than you do. However that is a subject of change. And once you get to your subconscious and make contact you will be able to resist hypnosis far more easily. When the universe is filled with light, it will come to its end. That is not exactly good, and many beings exist without having a certain access to survive its destruction. Well that is not the case for the moment.