Goodson gave birth into a toilet, then strangled her healthy, full-term newborn to death and left the body in a shoebox among dirty laundry, Sheriff Grady Judd said. It was an "incredibly tragic event that makes you sick to your stomach," Judd said. Goodson was charged Thursday with premeditated first-degree murder and aggravated child abuse. The teen, who is 5 feet 3 inches tall and weighs about 100 pounds, told detectives she lifted the moving infant from the toilet, felt for a pulse, found one, then placed her hands around the infant's neck and squeezed until he wasn't moving or breathing any longer. She took the infant's pulse again and found none, deputies said. The girl told detectives she choked the baby to "stop him from breathing," before placing the infant's body in the box. "Everybody's a loser here, but this 14-year-old child murdered her infant baby, which was successfully delivered at home," Judd said. When asked why she did it, she told deputies "she didn't want to change the relationship with her mother and her family," the sheriff said. The teen did not know what to do with the child, Judd said. Deputies said that over the past five months two family members suspected the teen was pregnant and counseled the teen's mother, Teresa Goodson, regarding her daughter's changing appearance. The girl's mother, however, was in denial about the pregnancy, Judd said. She cited two home pregnancy tests that showed no positive result. Deputies said the mother allowed the girl to take the tests alone and in private to protect her privacy. http://www2.tbo.com/...-new-ar-516071/ now that's fucked up.