1. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    Knowing what you are willing to dedicate your life to requires experience in doing things , and if you’ve never really had a chance to experience much , there’s a good chance you just won’t know , even when presented with things that you can do
    I don’t think it’s wrong at all to need help from your parents even into your 20s if you are legitimately willing to try
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    Sep 30, 2020
  2. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    However my opinion could be invalid because I’m just a kid, I just don’t understand why I’m supposed to have my life all figured out when I haven’t been able to live it in the same way as the people who do have it figured out by my age.
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    Sep 30, 2020
  3. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    I never was around many friends and for most of my life I haven’t had any, or any other human contact that could’ve introduced me to new and different things (or given me the social warmth I now derive from boiling myself in the shower), and I was given plenty of free time to do whatever I wanted, so being a dumb kid I wasted most of it. And I’ve been stuck at home my whole life.
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    Sep 30, 2020
  4. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    There wasn’t much to experience and get an idea of what I want to do for the rest of it. I’m basically starting from almost-scratch at 19, and I’m not trying to complain about my parents because they were legitimately good parents and did their best to not neglect us and it shows. It’s also not an excuse for me to not try to get better either, it’s just... frustrating as heck
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    Sep 30, 2020
  5. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    To have someone mad at you for not having your life figured out, and to be told that your childish. Yes I am! I am not where I should be in life, but there are reasons that have influenced that that I never had a choice in or any control over. And I legitimately need help now, especially since I have to fight being depressed every single time I wake up. And being upset at being yelled at for making *slight* errors.
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    Sep 30, 2020
  6. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    Yes! I am a human that makes the same human mistakes that you do! I forget stuff. I misjudge things and make slip ups. And then that is used to invalidate anything I am doing to try to better myself? Or when I do try and get better and they do notice the difference, then they decide to scold me for whatever I could’ve been doing better at, when I’m finally getting better at it!
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    Sep 30, 2020
  7. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    Someone is always upset at me because I feel horrible internally that day and I don’t feel like talking. They’re also always mad at my communication skills, which... this is a problem I know, but whenever someone is angry with me I do not want to talk to them at all. And it’s not when I’m legitimately doing something that warrants being angry with who I am as a person. It’s over stupid crap
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    Sep 30, 2020
  8. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    I’ve straight up been told that I will never make it in life, and that I will die in the streets homeless. Which is a wonderful thing to tell to someone who has been yelled at so much that they feel bad that they even exist anymore, and feel like a burden. I keep on getting told there’s no reason my parents should pay for my existence anymore and it hurts, like I’m not worth the money it takes to keep me alive.
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    Sep 30, 2020
  9. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    Definitely a boost to my self esteem, but y’know? I get it, I want to grow up and have a life and make money, but I need help that I’m just not going to get because I’m “too old for that”
    Flofflewoffle likes this.
    Sep 30, 2020
  10. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    So many people have it much worse and struggle with things like physical abuse and trauma, and I don’t. I’m not trying to make it out that I have a bad life, there’s just things that are holding me back and I hate feeling like I’m not good enough for anything cause it just makes the problem worse. And some people didn’t even have parents and a stable home life
    Flofflewoffle likes this.
    Sep 30, 2020
  11. MicmasH_W
    MicmasH_W
    I dunno it’s just disheartening I guess
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    Sep 30, 2020