@Xdqwerty, Yeah :/ I never had depression so I probably can't understand how you feel, but I feel like when I reach my lowest I do get the will to improve myself
@Xdqwerty, Nah I don't think you are, I mean, you actually are smart (or at least smarter than most people), you gotta understand that you're very young and your brain haven't finished development
@mthrnite, I had some idiot psychiatrist prescribe me pretty heavy medications when I totally didn't mean them lol, did not kill them but it did completely destabilize my own person (which is pretty rough at 12)