@Xdqwerty I understand why you might feel like that, especially with how you're feeling in general according to what you've been saying.
Sometimes I also feel like the wrong people care about me, and that no one truly cares, understands, or worries about my well-being (despite pretending that they do). You know, men that fall in love with me, obviously only care about what their feelings make them care about, and often act in abusive ways.