@Xdqwerty, it wasn't much different for me when I was at a similar age to you. But I'm alive, and even though my life is very complicated, I wouldn't consider myself to have depression at this time (contrary to the previous year).
@Xdqwerty, even though I show many extroverted traits these days, I still consider myself to be an introvert, so I don't think I can give much advice. Over time, I just opened up to people a bit more. Often I still have a hard time in a larger group of people.