Well, I reflected over my life.
All I can say is, it is unfair.
Lets start. Hmm.
Well as some of you might know, I am in Canada now.
I've been here for about 3~4 months now.
well, I'm sad here.
1.) no friends (I mean those really close friends that you trust),
2.) have to restart high school all over again. (yes i know the school system is different, but it still adds 2 more years when i could be graduating march next year. And I hate studying. I mean we have the internet now, don't we? loljk.) oh I'm not dumb, just cant be motivated to do school stuff, I mean cant we just study about whatever we want whenever we want?
3.) left that special girl friend. Someone i had to sacrifice for the happiness of my family. Well, wrong move, cause I'm sad as fuck.
4.) speaking English. Well, English is my second language, which has been taught to us since kindergarten, so i have no problem really with the grammar and stuff (i think? lol) but, I dunno. typing English is easy, but speaking just feels really weird to me.
I feel like the world is torturing me. Back then, all i wanted was time to play all the stuff and shit. but when I was 12~13 years old, I realized that family, friends and someone special was more important than video games. So I just wished that I could spend all my time with them.
Well now, moving to Canada gave me all the time i want to play my games. With the pain of being so lonely and i have to make new friends and create my image ( I was quite a famous guy, back in our school). Yes I am with my Family and i should be happy we were blessed to be here in Canada, (we moved here cause money was difficult in the Philippines) but idk. I'm just so depressed.
Based from this, I could say that God truly answers prayers. but sometimes its late as hell.
All I can say is, it is unfair.
Lets start. Hmm.
Well as some of you might know, I am in Canada now.
I've been here for about 3~4 months now.
well, I'm sad here.
1.) no friends (I mean those really close friends that you trust),
2.) have to restart high school all over again. (yes i know the school system is different, but it still adds 2 more years when i could be graduating march next year. And I hate studying. I mean we have the internet now, don't we? loljk.) oh I'm not dumb, just cant be motivated to do school stuff, I mean cant we just study about whatever we want whenever we want?
3.) left that special girl friend. Someone i had to sacrifice for the happiness of my family. Well, wrong move, cause I'm sad as fuck.
4.) speaking English. Well, English is my second language, which has been taught to us since kindergarten, so i have no problem really with the grammar and stuff (i think? lol) but, I dunno. typing English is easy, but speaking just feels really weird to me.
I feel like the world is torturing me. Back then, all i wanted was time to play all the stuff and shit. but when I was 12~13 years old, I realized that family, friends and someone special was more important than video games. So I just wished that I could spend all my time with them.
Well now, moving to Canada gave me all the time i want to play my games. With the pain of being so lonely and i have to make new friends and create my image ( I was quite a famous guy, back in our school). Yes I am with my Family and i should be happy we were blessed to be here in Canada, (we moved here cause money was difficult in the Philippines) but idk. I'm just so depressed.
Based from this, I could say that God truly answers prayers. but sometimes its late as hell.
