Hate to spread negativity and don't like talking about my feelings, but I also don't like my life being filled with said negativity. Something's gotta give.
What do you do when you're rather sad and aren't good at handling your own emotions?
It's so hard when people keep shitting on you, even more when it's friends and family. Arguing daily with someone you are supposed to trust isn't the best way to live, you know, even for people like me who like arguing about non-personal topics. And being in a bad mood causes me to do stuff that make me feel even more down, like incurring in bad habits.
It's hard to pinpoint a cause, even though things have been going downhill since last October. March was stressful but April has my best moment of the year because of it. May went downhill quick, though.
And I don't even feel like talking about my emotions to people unless I'm either about to explode (case in point) or I tell a friend jokingly. That's part of the problem and completely on me.
At least my few irl friends are supportive, which is really what I think I need right now; someone better at handling emotions than I am; someone that doesn't just say "cut your crap" and "man up", criticizing your every move. They plus the interwebs, certain people on the interwebs and activities I generally enjoy are what's saving me.
I know it'll get better at some point, specially because I know how I feel. It's just difficult for me to deal with my feelings, or anyone's for that matter, instead of ignoring when it comes to this (a consequence of "being tough", lol). You guys capable of this, although you may cry and be called sensible kids, are actually heroes.
I feel a bit better after reflecting on my thoughts. Doubt many people read this blog, but you did. Thanks for lending aneye ear, yo, and sorry if it was an incoherent mess.
What do you do when you're rather sad and aren't good at handling your own emotions?
It's so hard when people keep shitting on you, even more when it's friends and family. Arguing daily with someone you are supposed to trust isn't the best way to live, you know, even for people like me who like arguing about non-personal topics. And being in a bad mood causes me to do stuff that make me feel even more down, like incurring in bad habits.
It's hard to pinpoint a cause, even though things have been going downhill since last October. March was stressful but April has my best moment of the year because of it. May went downhill quick, though.
And I don't even feel like talking about my emotions to people unless I'm either about to explode (case in point) or I tell a friend jokingly. That's part of the problem and completely on me.
At least my few irl friends are supportive, which is really what I think I need right now; someone better at handling emotions than I am; someone that doesn't just say "cut your crap" and "man up", criticizing your every move. They plus the interwebs, certain people on the interwebs and activities I generally enjoy are what's saving me.
I know it'll get better at some point, specially because I know how I feel. It's just difficult for me to deal with my feelings, or anyone's for that matter, instead of ignoring when it comes to this (a consequence of "being tough", lol). You guys capable of this, although you may cry and be called sensible kids, are actually heroes.
I feel a bit better after reflecting on my thoughts. Doubt many people read this blog, but you did. Thanks for lending an
