I used to have extreme anger issues due to everyone I met growing up, so I abandoned them all and life was way better for the longest time. Then, I rescued a dog, (Don’t ask why cats adopt dogs) she’s the greatest pet I’ve ever had. So I rescued another one. One day (very recently, about a week or two ago), I unfortunately had to get rid of him for legal issues, but I still have the first dog at least 
The day after, my neighbor that I was closest to, died. I knew him for years, he had drinking problems which gave him cancer, but he had just quit. Soon after, I met two different people who were so nice that they turned my life around. They helped me realize how great it is to be nice and happy. And then I met someone new, I was captivated by her beauty, but I slowly realized we’re not meant to be. Due to all the events that had happened in a period of a few days, I started having a slow onset of insanity, and my happiness is slowly wearing away as I realize I can never find true love or have an unbreakable friendship bond. All I’ve ever wanted was to help people, but no one ever wanted help (even though they clearly needed it)
I thought my purpose in life was to help people, but that purpose, that dream as a matter of fact, is completely false. I’ve never truly helped anyone in a way that would change the world, and I’m now probably depressed. But as I was watching those two special people interact with others, I realized something everyone should figure out themselves.
Well, that’s it, folks (:
I left out a few things that happened and a bunch of details, because I didn’t want to bore you. I wanted to make an actual blog post to see what it’s like. I’d like to thank you if you’re still reading this. Sorry if you started crying reading this, just know that I’m fine at the moment, and I hope you all are, too
Until next time
The day after, my neighbor that I was closest to, died. I knew him for years, he had drinking problems which gave him cancer, but he had just quit. Soon after, I met two different people who were so nice that they turned my life around. They helped me realize how great it is to be nice and happy. And then I met someone new, I was captivated by her beauty, but I slowly realized we’re not meant to be. Due to all the events that had happened in a period of a few days, I started having a slow onset of insanity, and my happiness is slowly wearing away as I realize I can never find true love or have an unbreakable friendship bond. All I’ve ever wanted was to help people, but no one ever wanted help (even though they clearly needed it)
I thought my purpose in life was to help people, but that purpose, that dream as a matter of fact, is completely false. I’ve never truly helped anyone in a way that would change the world, and I’m now probably depressed. But as I was watching those two special people interact with others, I realized something everyone should figure out themselves.
Well, that’s it, folks (:
I left out a few things that happened and a bunch of details, because I didn’t want to bore you. I wanted to make an actual blog post to see what it’s like. I’d like to thank you if you’re still reading this. Sorry if you started crying reading this, just know that I’m fine at the moment, and I hope you all are, too
Until next time
