So this happened ...

As some of you will know I have been off work for quite a while now and although I'm better than I was, but sadly still nowhere near ready to return to work as I found out this week.

I tried to return to work but, I just couldn't do it. I wasn't even there 4 hours and it was just too much and I was just sat at my desk like I used too. I'm still in a quite a bit of pain and I guess I just too much pain to return and I have pretty much spent the last week beating myself about it. About not even to go 4 god damned hours doing work that I would usually enjoy.

Anyway a brief blog before I head to bed and I would just like to thank @Noctosphere @AmandaRose and @antiNT for giving the first laughs out of me in a week

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no problemo ;)
but... is it too much asking what happened?
What kind of pain? Depression? physical?
 
Glad to have helped you out. If you ever need any help or just need to talk send me a pm. Been through a hell of a lot myself and while i might not always have the answers I am always here to listen.
 
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At the moment it's kind of both right now . It all started years ago, i started getting shoulder and neck pain along with a headache that just would not go away. I was given painkiller after painkiller but nothing would make it go away. Eventually after about 2 years they found out what was wrong and corrected the problem, but i was told it could come back and it would need a more serious operation if it did. Well earlier this year it came back I was back on painkillers so i couldn't think straight so i couldn't work. I had the operation a few months back, now I'm just struggling to get through the day.

I thought once I managed to get back to work everything would start getting back to normal, but this week proved that I'm just not ready and still have a long way to go before I can even think about going back. So I feel like I'm back to square one.

@AmandaRose thank you once again i really do appreciate it, and Noct, i really do appreciate you putting up with my shit haha
 
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To absolutely everyone on here that is going through tough times remember one thing. Yes you may be going through shit at the moment but each day of shit is just one day closer to better times.
 
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