So I tried shrooms

So I tried shrooms last night. It's hard to say if I liked them or not though. The people I was taking them with are not the kind of people I'm used to so I can't say.

First of all, these guys take them every Friday. So they aren't going to react to them like I do when trying them.

Second, they're very... Pushy. Specifically the house owner. He's much smarter than me - by a long shot. He's able to pick and pull things that are wrong about me.

That's what he talks about with me. I sort of see me being his "project that doesn't really matter."

He's constantly lecturing me. And if he's not, it's making fun of me. Or it's completely ignoring my existence and talking to another person


I don't classify him my friend. Just someone I used to hang out with at school.


Most of the night I was sitting in a chair doing nothing. Him and his better friend were chatting all night long about things. All of these things are foreign to me.

Completely new. There is no way for me to engage in the conversation and be included simply because it's so fast paced, I don't understand it and they ignore me.



I wouldn't say I had a good trip. I think it was very lame and difficult for me. I was thinking about myself way too much and constantly holding back tears.

I had an Uber home at 3am


I would much rather enjoy a cup of shroom tea by myself. I like staring at walls. I can think about my own shit freely.
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Sorry you didn't have better friends with you for the experience. If they're that mean to you then maybe you should stop seeing them and find people who treat you the way everyone longs and deserves to be treated.
 
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Sorry you didn't have better friends with you for the experience. If they're that mean to you then maybe you should stop seeing them and find people who treat you the way everyone longs and deserves to be treated.
That's currently my plan
 
Much more fun to take them when you are outside, like camping, fishing, or just sitting around a campfire. That way you don't feel confined and the fire flames are so fun to watch! Watching Wizard of Oz synced to Pink Floyd The Wall, while on shrooms was cool though too.
 
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They really had the disrespect to not even be good tripsitters :(
Your guy you'd hang out with sounds like the kind of jerk who'd have you try them after talking about them a lot, but then not even have that in mind. Pain.

I highly recommend having an introspective trip another time; they don't have to be scary, you just have to be ready to challenge what you believe (which to me personally, is therapeutic).
 
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Wow, they are really jerk people. Leave them. Find a better friends. That's why I prefer dogs over "most" people. "Most" people are jerk and a scum, to be honest with you. There are some good people out there. Its hard but .. Find them! :)
 
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Much more fun to take them when you are outside, like camping, fishing, or just sitting around a campfire. That way you don't feel confined and the fire flames are so fun to watch! Watching Wizard of Oz synced to Pink Floyd The Wall, while on shrooms was cool though too.
I will try that when I have the time. It does sounds fun. Always been fascinated by flame and the way it moves.
They really had the disrespect to not even be good tripsitters :(
Your guy you'd hang out with sounds like the kind of jerk who'd have you try them after talking about them a lot, but then not even have that in mind. Pain.

I highly recommend having an introspective trip another time; they don't have to be scary, you just have to be ready to challenge what you believe (which to me personally, is therapeutic).
Yeah he was a pretty big jerk.

I like to label myself as a "thinker"

Shrooms will make me think. I will dream of great things!
You get pumped up on bunch steriods this time and go there and whip they asses. No jk!
Fuck yeah I like that idea. What are they gonna do then!?
Wow, they are really jerk people. Leave them. Find a better friends. That's why I prefer dogs over "most" people. "Most" people are jerk and a scum, to be honest with you. There are some good people out there. Its hard but .. Find them! :)
There are only a few people I classify my friends. I call someone my friend if they and me can have a lengthy conversation about wide topics. We will tell stories and laugh and play, in which we both have that common goal to satisfy our social needs - despite any differences or disagreements.

Dogs are flippin sick. They're so good at listening! I can't even say I talk to myself at home because... Well I'm talking to my dog :'D
 

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