School starts to be boring.

In 3hrs. and 30mins. I've an "information sciences" exam. It's a very large subject, and I don't like it. In fact, I hate most of the things I'm doing at school. Difficulty is insane, and we're doing only maths (basically). My goal was to get a master in computer sciences, but now I really don't know if I'll be happy with this. I've already failed one time because of my lack of motivation and auto-discipline. At the beginning of the year I thought that it will be okay, but now, I feel like I want to quit... I haven't reviewed the subject, which means that my exam will be a complete failure, but I don't know why, I really don't care. I tried to read my notes, but it feels like I'm just looking at a blank page. It's not that I haven't the capacity to pass my exam, I've passed the programming exam without reviewing much. Since I failed once, it's my last chance. But for some reasons I feel like I don't want to grab it. Even if I really want to get this master. I'm even thinking about quitting for another university in my city. That would be easier for me, and I wouldn't have to wake up a 6:20 every morning to take the train to be at 8:10 at school. But the quality of the courses wouldn't be as good as in my actual university...

And now I've wasted 20 minutes of reviewing... *sigh*

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Computer science is a great career. I suggest you don't surrender for this MINOR obstacle. Only important thing for successful people is MOTIVATION. You lack it, right? Why not make a new one again? If your ultimate goal is really hard, you can set a smaller goal, divide and conquer it. Valuable things never get easily. I hope you will succeed in the future.
 

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