On top of the bottom of the world

Over the past few weeks, I have been doing nothing but whining (venting) about my problems. Even now, I do feel that that's all I could really do, and at least it allowed me to whine about it to the uncaring and tl;dring internet instead of my girlfriend on whom I don't want to dump my problems. Now, today was nothing special, in fact when you look at it in retrospect, it was pretty terrible. I got my paycheck today...(get it every 2 weeks), and it's not even half of my rent...going to have to hope my parents are feeling a bit generous (seriously, guys, being 19 sucks.)...but anyway, that's not the point of this post. The point is that, for whatever reason, I'm really happy today, and I can't really explain it.

I was biking home from work today, and I just felt on top of the world. The wind in my hair, moving at such a fast pace, everything felt in my control. Not to mention, I was listening to some Crush 40 (yeah, I do enjoy the new Sonic games and their music). I honestly haven't felt this happy in about a year, not to sound emo or anything.

Of course, though, happiness is fleeting, and soon I'll have to come off my high and go back to starvation, poverty, and work, but just for this moment, I can forget about that.

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I wish, I could ride my bike to work, except it's all up hill and pretty steep at a few points, and 100+ degrees today. what type of job do you have?
 
[quote name='murkurie' post='2982659' date='Jul 14 2010, 08:00 PM']I wish, I could ride my bike to work, except it's all up hill and pretty steep at a few points, and 100+ degrees today. what type of job do you have?[/quote]

Aye, when I first started, my legs killed me when I rode to work...it's very hilly so I have to go uphill both ways with minimal momentum from the downhill sections, and it's furiously hot. I'm from Wisconsin (now living in Virginia), and I just burn up - I take a camel-back with me to keep me hydrated. It's retail...(ugh - minimum wage is so bad)


[quote name='_Chaz_' post='2982669' date='Jul 14 2010, 08:11 PM']If your current job isn't paying the rent, why not look for another one?[/quote]

Cuz it took me well over a year to find this job
 
[quote name='monkat' post='2982671' date='Jul 14 2010, 05:12 PM'][quote name='murkurie' post='2982659' date='Jul 14 2010, 08:00 PM']I wish, I could ride my bike to work, except it's all up hill and pretty steep at a few points, and 100+ degrees today. what type of job do you have?[/quote]

Aye, when I first started, my legs killed me when I rode to work...it's very hilly so I have to go uphill both ways with minimal momentum from the downhill sections, and it's furiously hot. I'm from Wisconsin (now living in Virginia), and I just burn up - I take a camel-back with me to keep me hydrated. It's retail...(ugh - minimum wage is so bad)


[quote name='_Chaz_' post='2982669' date='Jul 14 2010, 08:11 PM']If your current job isn't paying the rent, why not look for another one?[/quote]

Cuz it took me well over a year to find this job
[/quote]
I think when people are posting on facebook that it's 112 according to there cars, or your car say's it's 109 when you leave work, I think that means you shouldn't ride a bike, plus riding to work in nice black work pants and a clean white shirt isn't my thing. last time I rode to my works generally direction, I made the chain fall from downshifting, Uphill+ all my weight pedaling = to much torque on chain.
 
It took you over a year to find a job that pays minimum wage at 19?
Do you at least get benefits?
 
[quote name='murkurie' post='2982885' date='Jul 14 2010, 09:58 PM']I think when people are posting on facebook that it's 112 according to there cars, or your car say's it's 109 when you leave work, I think that means you shouldn't ride a bike, plus riding to work in nice black work pants and a clean white shirt isn't my thing. last time I rode to my works generally direction, I made the chain fall from downshifting, Uphill+ all my weight pedaling = to much torque on chain.[/quote]

I'm not saying you should become a bicycle enthusiast, or even ride it ever xD, but I have to do the same thing for 30 minutes twice a day. Nice black pants, clean white work shirt, tie, nice dress shoes.


[quote name='_Chaz_' post='2982891' date='Jul 14 2010, 10:01 PM']It took you over a year to find a job that pays minimum wage at 19?
Do you at least get benefits?[/quote]

Not a single one. It's part-time (I've been asking for more hours, but you know). I do get a very very very small amount of commission though - I got about $15 this past two weeks.
 

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