Not going....

So, I wake up at 4am, I start to feel better from my fever, started talking to my friends on MSN and IRC. I start to finish my art in GIMP, then when i'm done i posted in my thread. After that, i say goodbye to my friends and i say i would be back soon. so i go out for a bike ride with my black hoodie and fingerless gloves then i come across a beach, so i decided to lay back on the sand and watch the dark blue sky. Then i accidently fall asleep, but thankfully it was only an hour, good thing because if my dad noticed I wasn't home he would be worried as fuck. So i make it back in time and he's still not up (good thing), then i go on the computer and went back on the IRC and MSN.

But then...
My dad gets a call from my mom in Shanghai, Then my dad told me i can't go. I was crying so hard...
Seriously, I haven't seen her in two years and i can't come... BECAUSE OF A FUCKING FLU?!
Fuck this shit...
I'm just devastated from this.

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