Hi, Forum.
I just want to say this blog will not be like my normal happy cheery self. i'm moody these days.
So.. lately i have been having many Real life issues, and internet issues.
I've been arguing, fighting, getting mad over nothing.
I have been acting childish.
I have been acting like a total asshole.
I've made some good friends on this site. this past week. i lost the one who matters the most ot me from this forum.
He knows who he is.
So... When i have internet issues.
It makes my life harder. i have become sad over silly internet drama.
But you should see me right now typing this up. i'm almost crying.
It does not help that tonight i didn't sleep. So that makes me more hard ot get along with and piss off more tempers.
It does not feel good. not one bit. But i'm not leaving the forum. i'm hooked. like...... ugh..... nevermind.
I've been a complete dick. so i am saying sorry publicly.
Sorry to phoenix Goddess, you and i have been neck to neck. i'm going ot take all the blame like i should. i'm sorry.
If you want me to leave you alone. i will.
I've also been moody, like i can be sad then happy. not sure why? hormones? not sure.
But if i act weird that could be why.
The point of this blog was just to apologize.
To every temper.
I'm going to try and fix myself for the better.
I also noticed my behavior going downhill aswell.
This is not a good thing.
And me being addicted to this forum, the internet.
If i get banned (Which i'm not close to) i will have nothing to do with my life and may get depressed.
So.....
I will get to the point.
Sorry phoenix goddess
Sorry Vulpes, Toni.
And mthr. sorry for how i made my first impression.
You guys don't have ot forgive me or even care or understand.
I felt the need to just speak my mind. my sadness, my problems.
Yeah.
~iFish[sn0w]
I just want to say this blog will not be like my normal happy cheery self. i'm moody these days.
So.. lately i have been having many Real life issues, and internet issues.
I've been arguing, fighting, getting mad over nothing.
I have been acting childish.
I have been acting like a total asshole.
I've made some good friends on this site. this past week. i lost the one who matters the most ot me from this forum.
He knows who he is.
So... When i have internet issues.
It makes my life harder. i have become sad over silly internet drama.
But you should see me right now typing this up. i'm almost crying.
It does not help that tonight i didn't sleep. So that makes me more hard ot get along with and piss off more tempers.
It does not feel good. not one bit. But i'm not leaving the forum. i'm hooked. like...... ugh..... nevermind.
I've been a complete dick. so i am saying sorry publicly.
Sorry to phoenix Goddess, you and i have been neck to neck. i'm going ot take all the blame like i should. i'm sorry.
If you want me to leave you alone. i will.
I've also been moody, like i can be sad then happy. not sure why? hormones? not sure.
But if i act weird that could be why.
The point of this blog was just to apologize.
To every temper.
I'm going to try and fix myself for the better.
I also noticed my behavior going downhill aswell.
This is not a good thing.
And me being addicted to this forum, the internet.
If i get banned (Which i'm not close to) i will have nothing to do with my life and may get depressed.
So.....
I will get to the point.
Sorry phoenix goddess
Sorry Vulpes, Toni.
And mthr. sorry for how i made my first impression.
You guys don't have ot forgive me or even care or understand.
I felt the need to just speak my mind. my sadness, my problems.
Yeah.
~iFish[sn0w]
