So just wanted to say hey it's me again X3
Life has been quite a mix of bad and good for me lately, recently it was my birthday and I got some money to treat myself
I ended up buying a japense school uniform, nerdy glasses, a snes, lawnmower man the snes version, stunt race fx, stray little devil volume 2, volume 7 of venus vs virus and randomly halo 2 X3, I also bought earlier pokemon green for the gameboy, the funny english verison and I am quite proud of owning it ^3^ I also played batman arkham which my brother rented from the video store but like with batman arkham asylum he took it back before i could complete it. The snes is so much fun X3, it came with 8 other games aswell and two controllers so I look forward to two player, I wont play with my brother hes annoying Xo Ill find a victim to play with me aha X3. I was playing a game that came with it where you played as some guy with a turbin, you jumped down pot things and it would zoom on him and show his abs before he landed into a dungeon with slime things which were green and there was blue ones, the name was on the box but i cant read it properly, the font is weird X3 a boss was a giant skull, can anyone pwease tell me what it is?
And for the bad, parents are having trouble with money as my dad is out of a job and since he has no job he whines on about it and annoys my mum who in turn annoys me out of frustration and I already am suffering from my own issues so things are quite frustrating. I also ended up going to a doctor who put me down so much a wanted to stab him yet no one cared, he didn't even care he just smiled as I said i would kill myself (private matters its related to) But yes things are been depressing, I also get stuck inside since nobody in my entire town bothers with me, everyone is either lazy or a thug (couldn't think of another word X3) So I am just staying inside all the time now in my room trying to get the motivation to do a bit of work.
My depression did go away a bit today when someone i met online came over, he felt like a really genuine person, he actually talked to me and didn't sit silently waiting for me to start every conversation, but I worry that his girlfriend he recently got may preoccupy most of his time X3, hopefully not.
And finally after trying to figure out what to do after college I finally found information on a course in sheffield called japanese studies, It sounds amazing and I would love to get a place around there to get some independence and a break from the family, now all I need to do is focus on college work and do the best I can
Hope that made sense X3
Life has been quite a mix of bad and good for me lately, recently it was my birthday and I got some money to treat myself
I ended up buying a japense school uniform, nerdy glasses, a snes, lawnmower man the snes version, stunt race fx, stray little devil volume 2, volume 7 of venus vs virus and randomly halo 2 X3, I also bought earlier pokemon green for the gameboy, the funny english verison and I am quite proud of owning it ^3^ I also played batman arkham which my brother rented from the video store but like with batman arkham asylum he took it back before i could complete it. The snes is so much fun X3, it came with 8 other games aswell and two controllers so I look forward to two player, I wont play with my brother hes annoying Xo Ill find a victim to play with me aha X3. I was playing a game that came with it where you played as some guy with a turbin, you jumped down pot things and it would zoom on him and show his abs before he landed into a dungeon with slime things which were green and there was blue ones, the name was on the box but i cant read it properly, the font is weird X3 a boss was a giant skull, can anyone pwease tell me what it is?And for the bad, parents are having trouble with money as my dad is out of a job and since he has no job he whines on about it and annoys my mum who in turn annoys me out of frustration and I already am suffering from my own issues so things are quite frustrating. I also ended up going to a doctor who put me down so much a wanted to stab him yet no one cared, he didn't even care he just smiled as I said i would kill myself (private matters its related to) But yes things are been depressing, I also get stuck inside since nobody in my entire town bothers with me, everyone is either lazy or a thug (couldn't think of another word X3) So I am just staying inside all the time now in my room trying to get the motivation to do a bit of work.
My depression did go away a bit today when someone i met online came over, he felt like a really genuine person, he actually talked to me and didn't sit silently waiting for me to start every conversation, but I worry that his girlfriend he recently got may preoccupy most of his time X3, hopefully not.
And finally after trying to figure out what to do after college I finally found information on a course in sheffield called japanese studies, It sounds amazing and I would love to get a place around there to get some independence and a break from the family, now all I need to do is focus on college work and do the best I can
Hope that made sense X3
