gift or curse?

Managed to survive thanks to games and anime

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Sounds like they've helped you escape rather than survive.

There appears to be a big gap in your blog between being bullied at school, and still being unhappy now. Have you done anything proactive to try and improve your situation?

Anyway, happy birthday. Drinking is always good. I'll raise a bottle for you when I finish work this evening.

Any support from friends and families? If not, befriend someone. It will help. You need it. Don't shut off anyone who cares for you.

Tnx!
I finished College, but no job. Just can't manage to fino one, politically not suitable.
Tried everything that I could have thought off.
What makes me happy is building PCs. But since I can't lend a job, can't afford parts

@ov3rkill unfortunately have no friends and family. I like having friends but they don't like me
Can't seem to find the right people

Be friends with me! And happy birthday! I know it sucks turning 30, you feel old and you just think of all the things you wanted to do that you no longer can.

Seeing a counsellor will help - they can give you strategies for coping or for changing things for the better. If you don't make the decision to change things and make an effort then everything will be exactly the same when you turn 40 and when you turn 50. You have to decide whether you're ok with that. If you're not - then find a counsellor (it's very hard/impossible to work out what to do on your own).

I know a guy that seems a little similar to you but probably a lot worse, he stays in his apartment most of the time and seems afraid of everything, and is really into the anime and games. I tried really hard to be friends with him assuming he was just shy but had to give up after a while because I couldn't get him to come out and do anything. I'm still not sure now whether he is just cripplingly shy or really doesn't like me. This story doesn't really help you but your post reminded me of him a little.

That's why we're all here. We may have a different opinion on different subjects but at least we have one common denominator, which is games and hopefully anime(?). . We can all be friends. Also, I forgot to greet you a Happy freakin' Birthday buddy!

You may not like it, but you have to assess yourself if you have personality problems. Maybe that's why people don't like you, or maybe you've never met the right kind of people.

Were you really blind, cause then how can you play games?

Still, the world has cruel people and i had bullies in school, and then apparently lead to ASPERGERS SYNDROME testing and like very early ages, maybe even before it was explained to me, but when i was 12 i started learning it, went to private schools and such, taken medicine and stuff, even zoloft... that one you see in commercials for depression, either way I'm a adult now, and i admit i play plenty of games.

Playing games for me is fun, is just me, a controller with buttons to press and cool stuff happening on my tv that was way better than what happened in school, games had everything. Viewtiful colors, pretty graphics, hot guys and girls, talking anthropomorphic creatures that make me laugh and fun times with cool stuff. Games are a blessing for people like me.... well the GOOD games, not the ones people make and don't really try to do a job of entertaining the player.

Still I'm glad you embrace games as a good thing, there plenty of parents out there like my mom who didn't want me playing them so much, or watching cartoons, but they never been in my shoes to appreciate it. I'm not a academic person who like watching jeopardy or politics, I like to keep my mind in a happy place that isn't always about something realistic. There is just as much to learn and develop from video games or even anime or cartoons than people realize and is a shame how stereotypes react to it.

Wow @Quantumcat, @Sonic Angel Knight thanks
Thank you for the wishes, and all gifts are welcome!

Zi? I hope that's a typo

Drinking and watching BTTF?

Girl, what's your address, omw to Serbia!

@WeedZ wha?
@DinohScene, just message me when you cross the boarder from Hungary, I'm close by. Oh and I hope you like raspberry vine

If ever I'm near the Hungarian-Serbian border, I'll deffo keep it in mind.
Tho I prefer vodkas or other strong spirits more haha.

Happy bday tho!

@DinohScene tnx, also I will ship your gift next week.
I have Sake, imported from Japan, good stuff

You may not enjoy your birthday, but at least have a fancy cupcake. It'll make you feel better.

@H1B1Esquire welp can't afford on :-(
I have an Oreo and some canned cream :-)

Happy fucking birthday to you!
Beer and BTTF sounds like a good plan!
I would probably add some old classic Die Hard 1 to the mix, some mindless yippee ki yay motherfucker action never fails to cheer me up.

Watched it few days ago, always nice to watch.
Also Forest Gump :-)

Happy birthday little hushy mate ! You know what ? Don't listen to them. Because a lot of people judge on the physic but not what you really are, inside of you. You can tell them to fuck off, but it would be insulting. You can ignore, but the bully continues. Instead, fight for that cause, and you will see how it can change your life.

*wearing glasses since 5, and now i'm 18 and i'm beginning to be myopic...*

Congratz, have some fun on your day!

@sp3off heheh tnx a lot! Poeple with glasses around the world, unite!
@dAVID_ hell yeah